Don't say you tried. You're just making it personal. You're spitting out all these lies-- fictional. So I've gotta cut ties and dry my eyes. Maybe one day you will realize that I am not pitiful. I am not a game to play. Though, to myself I'm a monster to slay. I can't allow you to continue to run through my head and make me wish I was dead. I can't go on not knowing where I stand. Being with you was like drowning in quicksand. And I have had enough. Enough of your lies, enough of the pain, enough of always being the one you blame. I have had enough treason, enough leaving, enough tears falling for no god damn reason. I know I'm fucked up and I know you want it easy. Just know I tried to be better for you, believe me. But I am not a burden to the ones that I l love. Even though the voices in my head tell me I'll never be enough. I am not going to pick up your parts, when you never even tried to spare me a broken heart. I am a typical nightmare and dark dreams don't compare, to the way a blade cuts and the heart wears. You never tried, you always lied. So, to you, I have to say goodbye.
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You're not broken
RandomI know what it's like to be in pain. I know what it's like to feel hurt, and broken. Basically this is a bunch of tiny random writings from the inside of my head that some of you might relate to. Just remember that you're not broken . *trigger warn...
