"Okay, out of the five times I've walked past your room I've heard you sigh like twenty times."

"How's that even possible, you've only walked past five times."

"It just is! My point is, do you want to talk about it?"

"What? There's nothing to talk about."

"Oh really, because you're totally not sighing five million times over Jaemin?"

"Nope."

     Renjun looks at Jeno displeased with his answer, and there's this look of disappointment in his eyes that is almost very subtle. Almost. 

"You sure about that, or are you just saying that so you don't have to rethink your whole life?"

"I don't know what you're-"

"I call bull. I know what you're going through Jeno because when you can't tell Jaemin something you tell me. So I'm going to ask again, do you want to talk about it?"

"I miss Jaemin."

"Was that so hard?"

"I'm not done."

"Continue then."

"I miss Jaemin, but I keep feeling guilty. I feel so selfish for wanting him here with me- with us again. I can't help but feel empty without him. I know he's injured and that he's probably been in a lot of pain this whole time, but I can't help but miss him. It's overwhelming sometimes, but I just miss him. And I don't know what to do sometimes because I know my thoughts are selfish and that I shouldn't be thinking these things, but I can't help it. He's always on my mind these days. I wonder if he's okay, if he's hurting. I am just so paranoid that he's in pain and that I'm not there to help him. I just miss his eyes and his smile and his laugh and I just-"

     Jeno sighs loudly, clearly exasperated and then looks at Renjun who's smirking at him.

"I just miss him."

"You mean you just love him."

"What? Where would you get that idea?"

"I don't know, maybe from the novel you just wrote about him."

"That wasn't a novel!"

"You're right, it was more like a series... Harry Potter has nothing on you."

"I- shut up!"

     Renjun was about to speak up when the door was opened again to reveal an agitated Donghyuck who walked in the room to see a flushed Jeno and a very flustered Renjun.

"Hey Renjun, Jeno. The three musketeers are together again!"

"What does he mean by that Renjun?"

"He means the three idiots in love."

"What?"

"Are you really that dumb Jeno? You love Jaemin, Renjun loves Chenle and I love Min- I love Minhyung."

"Oh I knew you loved Mark hyung, but I was clueless with Renjun. Really, Chenle?"

     Renjun flushed brighter than his faded hair and looked away muttering a quick 'shut up idiot' before trying to tease Donghyuck about his crush on his 'Minhyung hyung'. He received a smack to the back of his head and very flustered Donghyuck who then aimed his targets at Jeno. He and Renjun decided to double team him, but since he didn't care anymore he only nodded and waved a hand dismissively towards said males. They stood shocked, but before they could question him there was a knock on the door followed by a very hyper Chenle bursting through the door, screeching (Chenle calls it his laugh, but Jeno thinks it's Chenle's way of trying to make Jeno deaf so he won't hear them coming when they attempt to murder him) and making his way to Renjun. He quickly plops onto Renjun's lap and begins chatting nonchalantly, oblivious to the red creeping up Renjun's face as he smiles at Chenle (whose back is turned to him) with such conviction that makes Jeno want to puke.

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