When I got out I stayed with Ethan and we had the time of our lives. I didn't have to worry about Josh our lives were great. And then we found out I was pregnant. We were so happy to find out and then I had the miscarriage. I cried for days and Ethan got worried.
"This isn't why you're crying excessively."
"My mom died."
"What?"
"I was little. I hurt my leg. I walked in and there was blood everywhere. They tell me she stabbed herself about 75 times and then hung herself when she didn't die." I sobbed. "I found her! I walked into it and I've had to live with knowing that it's my fault this whole time. And before I met you I thought about doing the same. Josh pushed me that far. And now we don't get to have a little girl. We don't get that. And that's my fault too."
"None of this is your fault. You are the most amazingly beautiful, and funny, and amazing and I don't know how to say this stuff you are absolutely the most amazing thing ever and I love you. This is NOT your fault and neither is your mom."
"No that's not true I cried running into the other room.
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RomanceBella is a 16 year old girl living with her abusive boyfriend and taking it out on her wrists. She has no family, no permanent escape, and no friends... Except for one. Ethan Moore is the boy who knows her secrets and will try to keep her safe from...
