i am damaged

4

ZANE

"uhm hello?" a soft voice said over the phone

then i thought he's only outside my house why the hell am i calling him why didn't i text him? 

"Oh, Travis this is zane" 

"oh hey zane" he said pretty cheerful

"i won't tell anyone ok" a tear fell because he won't like me for me.. 

"Oh okay thats good to know"

tears still falling... I'm a girl but i don't feel like a girl..

"Y-y-yeah well bye" i ended the call.

i tossed my phone to my bed and fell to the ground with my back pressed against the door. I cried once more the thoughts of me and him never working out, it made me feel so depressed and empty.

-time skip since zane likes ponies-

ZANE 

it was early in the morning around  2AM went i got a text i opened my eyes.. it was from travis it said: Hey are you awake? I unlocked my phone and typed "now i am -.-"

(T=travis Z=zane)

T- oh sorry if i woke you..

Z- its fine -.-

T-i want to talk to you

Z- why go cry to aphmau or kawaii~chan they will care unlike me

T- yes they would, but they would over-react unlike you

Z-ugh good point so what do you want and make it quick

T-i like someone... 

my heart Shattered he likes someone?! 

Z-so?

T-and i don't know how to talk to him ~-~

Z-ask garroth

T-but i asked you so how to i talk to someone like him?

him?!?

Z- well what is he like?

T-he is sometimes funny and doesn't like anyone touching his stuff.. he is very closed off from the world.

This person is better than i will ever be..

TRAVIS

how do i type this without making it sound like I'm talking about zane?

Z-well it takes time and you can't just so say oh i like you because thats to forward, say like you want to hang out with this person more, or do things they like with them

wow.. i was stunned why does he have to be so amazing ;-;-;;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;

T- oh well thanks ill try tomorrow!

Z-hey stupid you mean today?

T-uh oh yeah xD

Z-now let me sleep

T-oh ok geez night

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T-NIGHT ZANEEEE

Z-LET ME SLEEEEP

T-xD ok night for real

I turned off my phone and set it on my bedside table the fell asleep... 

( DIDNT PROOF READ SORRY FOR MIS-SPELLED WORDS)

and thank you for reading my book i might update everyday but I'm really not sure at the point~Beth