Ugly Poetry

Straight A student of life

Straying from that ugly path of reality,

seeking fantasy like never before.

Avoiding the ghosts that haunt me,

and seeking what life has in store.

As this brain and heart is ever-sore.

Prevailed it's mission and taught me.

That pain can last, oh, evermore.

Indecipherable messages,

I just can't seem to understand.

How do I clean this mess again?

It all just slips from my hands.

I don't want to understand you,

I want to stray far from your teachings.

Search for another beginning,

and maybe find lies from these truths.

Maybe I could believe them,

Maybe I could feel them.

Feast on the comfort , these fantasies offer me.

All this blind fury you have drowned me in.

Maybe I could open my eyes, and maybe I could one day see.