𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 - 𝐤𝐬𝐲

< five

Just like the moon
My heart is tilting

;Come Over + Dean [Ft Baek Yerin]

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» park siyeon's pov

I knocked on Soonyoung's door. 208, his room number. It was way before the time we usually met, and I spent my time collecting flowers from beside the park bench we sit on

I balanced on the heels of my feet and waited for him to open the door, hiding the flowers behind my back. I heard footsteps giving me enough time to gather myself, then the door opened. My heart sank

It was Mihyon. She had a white fluffy towel wrapped around her body, and was using another one to dry her wet hair. ❝Can I help you?❞ Mihyon asked, a brow raised

I tried to speak, but nothing really came out ❝Uhm...❞

❝Are you here to see Soonyoung?❞ She raised a brow, eyeing me down

I nodded

❝Sorry. He's not here❞

But behind Mihyon, lying on the sofa, was the figure of a guy with fluffy black hair... just like Soonyoung's

❝Oh, I'm sorry❞ I apologized, immediately focusing my blurry vision on my dirty converse

She didn't say anything, slamming the door in my face. I flinched at that, before starting to feel tears dripping down my cheeks. Why was I so sad?

I then turned and began walking down the hall. It felt like someone took a huge ice cream scoop and scooped out my heart

But why?

I guess he forgave himself, and she forgave him. Wasn't that what I wanted? His happiness? If he's happy with her who am I to even be here?

I made my way to the elevator and pressed on the down button, waiting for it to come to my level. My head started to hurt and I already wanted to die

That's when the elevator opened, I was about to rush in, until a voice spoke up ❝Siyeon? Are you crying?❞

I wiped my blurry vision to see Vernon. Oh hells no. I tried to deny it ❝What? No–❞

He stepped out and grabbed my arm. Luckily I had worn a leather jacket, but that didn't stop me from flinching

❝What happened?❞ A concerned Vernon asked

I shook my head, wrecking my brain to think of something sad ❝I just watched the textbook❞

❝The Textbook?❞ He asked, his brows furrowed together

❝Y-You know, the movie that everyone cries about❞

❝You mean The Notebook?❞ He laughed

My cheeks felt like they were on fire as I nodded ❝Yeah, that movie❞

❝You watched it with Seokmin–hyung and Mihyon?❞

❝What?❞ Did I hear that correctly?

❝You just said that you watched it, and you're coming from our dorm's floor❞

I was about to speak but he cut me off

❝You guys had a bonding and didn't tell me?❞

❝No, I just... I thought Soonyoung–❞

❝Soonyoung–hyung is at the studio with Chan, Jun–hyung and Minghao–hyung❞

I immediately felt stupid. I wanted to slam my head on the wall

❝Why– wait...❞ Vernon said, as if realization finally dawned on him

Oh gods

❝Were you crying because you thought Soonyoung–hyung was Seokmin–hyung?❞

I started getting red ❝N-no❞. How was he such a good guesser?!

❝Soonyoung–hyung is a good guy. He'd never cheat on you❞

❝Cheat on me? But we aren't dating❞ I tried to hide my flushed face by avoiding Vernon's gaze

❝Oh, my bad. I thought you guys were❞ Vernon apologized

❝It's fine❞ I muttered

❝Those are for Soonyoung–hyung aren't they?❞ He said in a sly tone. My eyes widened, my grip on the flowers tightening. I hid the flowers behind my back

❝You guys are so cute❞ He cooed, smiling like an idiot

❝When is Soonyoung gonna be here?❞ I asked, trying to change the subject

❝Chances are, at midnight. We are working extra hard today because we're gonna debut soon... or at least that's what we think❞ Vernon said, shoving his hands into the pockets of his jeans. ❝You can come visit tomorrow if you want❞ He offered

❝Sounds nice haha. Thanks Vernon❞

He smiled  ❝No problem❞

❝Oh. Can I ask you something?❞ I asked

❝Shoot❞

❝Why was Seokmin and Mihyon in Soonyoung's room?❞ I asked awkwardly

❝Well technically, it's not Soonyoung–hyung's room. We all share it. Seokmin–hyung, Mingyu–hyung, Minghao–hyung, Seungkwan, Chan and me share the room❞

❝Oh❞ I nodded in understanding

❝Yeah. About Mihyon... I don't know, we're not friends with her but she likes to think we are. We know her because she's close friends with Chaehyun, Chan's girlfriend❞

I nodded ❝I get it now❞

❝Yeah, she is...❞ Vernon looked around before whispering  ❝fucking annoying❞

I was taken aback by his curse word. He laughed at my expression ❝Sorry, I'm just being honest❞

❝It's okay❞ I giggled

❝So you'll come tomorrow?❞ Before I could respond, he spoke again ❝What time though? So I can tell the others to clean up the room❞

❝Hm, how about around lunch time?❞

Vernon nodded  ❝Sounds good❞

❝Okay, I'll be going now❞ I said, turning to the closed elevator

❝Wait!❞ Vernon called after me

I turned to face him ❝Yeah?❞

❝You can give me the flowers though, tomorrow they might be dead❞

❝Are you sure?❞

❝Yeah. I won't tell Soonyoung–hyung who it's from❞ Vernon said, smiling fully

I removed the flowers from hiding behind my back. ❝Okay. I'm trusting you on this one❞ I said, handing it over to him