Tears
Please disappear
I don’t need you
I don’t want you
I don’t love you
Do I have to sing a child’s nursery rhyme?
“Rain, rain, go away”
Never come back
I command you
I will call you when you are a sign of joy
You come in the most unwanted moments
Especially, in front of my family
“Why are you crying?”
“There’s no need for crying”
I know
I know
I know
You want an excuse?
Please no
I rather not
You wouldn’t understand
You wouldn’t believe me
What now tears?
I know
I know
I know
I am a bottle
A bottle tightly closed
With drops of water
Those drops are from regrets and mistakes
They never end
Ever
I know
I know
I know
I cannot stop sadness
I cannot stop madness
“When was the last time?
When you had true happiness?”
Tears do not ask that
You will make things worse
As they already are
“Adolescence”
I say
“Over-flowing bottle”
You say
“Nonsense”
I say
“Necessary”
You say
“Go away”
I say
“I will stay”
You say
Why bother coming?
You just make things worse
And worse
And worse
You make me blind
My vision is blurred
You make me sad
No peace is to be found that moment
You make me hurt
The sorrowful heart aches
My eyes are dry after you spill
My eyes are tired after you run
My eyes are scarred
Because you were there
As usual
God gave me you
Just shut up
When I tell you to
Ok?
“Nope”
You say
But one day
I will recover from pointless tragedy
