My sister look at me while dripping the peroxide liquid on the white face rag. "See this is the shit I'm talking about Myla" she said while pressing the towel onto my face. The white towel now cover in my blood. We were in our grandparents house in the middle of the nights my sister Tia still live here but I live with my boyfriend Terry. We had one of them nights that's we got in a physical fight but it wasn't nothing too big.
"Look I'm a big girl I can handle myself very well..okay?" I snatch the rag away from her rolling my eyes. She huff out air from her nose. I honestly don't care what people think nor say about me and Terry they don't know our story.
She just shook her head "I mean so what if he put his hands on me from time to time he's not gone kill me damn!"
"You damn idiot he is! Look I don't wanna see my oldest sister go down the road just like how mama is.. dead alone in a fucking casket!" she semi yells. Our Mother died from a very bad beating to her head. But like daddy always said "it's was her fault!". Our father still doing time since we was kids now we all grown up.
"It's was mama fault and you know it!" I yelled loudly basically scream. Tia face was becoming red while tears filled her eyes.
"That boy gone killed you! You watch and see" she scream and she pointed at me.
"Tia shut the fuck up you always judging me" I throw the rag on the sink and walk out of the restroom. I walking into the old fashioned living room. I took a seat on the long red flower couch grab the TV remote and turn it on the news.
"You should listen to your sister for a change" Me and Tia turn of head towards the dark kitchen.
Knowing it was our grandmother. She always came down and have a midnight snack. "Grandma what you doing in the dark." Tia asked with her arms folded.
"Child you don't worry about nothing but getting some rest let me talk too your sister" granny said coming out the kitchen with a piece of orange in her hand coming to the couch.
"Goodnight y'all" Tia said kissing me and grandma on our cheeks. Then going upstairs.
Before granny could say anything I started explaining everything " Granny I swear it was an accident." She just nodded her head.
"You know your Mother said the same thing...Too many accidents will come too an end...Not a good one either.
"I swear I'll leave him if this happens again"
"When? When you dead and gone?" grandma got up from the couch and stand over me "You just be gone by the morning before papa see your face lords knows he have a heart of attack" I nodded my head yes. I got up went to the hallway closet and got a blanket and laid back down. I watched fresh prince of bel air until my eyes got heavy.
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I woke up too someone shaking me. I opened my eyes too see Tia. "Damn bitch, what time is it?" i got up and went too the bathroom looking in the cabinets to find a new pack of toothbrushes.
"You look just like mama" Tia said shaking her head I rolled my eyes. I put my toothbrush under water than put toothpaste than under water again, i begin brushing. After I was finish she handed me a rag,white shirt,and black leggings. She walked out I turned the hot water on and took my clothes off. I begin to put the body wash on my body rubbed the liquid into my body and while doing that I lowly moan as I think of Terry. "Damn boy I miss you" . I turned the shower off wrapped a towel around me and look in the mirror. I really do look like mama. Our dark skin complex. Our dark brown eyes. Body shape and full thick juicy lips. Myla knew she was the shit.
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"Yeah grandpa I remember that" I laughed before speaking. I was sitting at the tablet with papa thinking about the old times. How he use to chase me around the whole house just to get in the tub. Man sometimes I missed being a child don't have to worried about nothing. "Who's pretty white car is this outchu' " granny said walking out to the front porch above with her hand her eyes because the sun was beaming right on her.
Looking out the front door where im sitting preparing too see one of my sister friend or something but I seen Terry getting out the car instead "oh my god what he doing here?" I stood up my granny looked him up and down as he spoke. "You know him mama?" Papa said She pointed into the house he walks in and stop until he see me. I shook my head yeah to my grandfather question he got up from the wooden table "welp I think I better get going" he said and went off too his bedroom.
"What you doing here Terry?
"Damn I can't get my girl back home" he smiled that damn smile.
I shook my head while tears fill my eyes. I swear he think I'm dumb or something he think I'm gone keep running back will I'm not. " No terry we can't keep doing this , do you know my family knows what he going on between us huh do you I clearly think you don't" I turn away from him making my way towards the sink.
I felt him behind me "Yes I know I can get out of hand sometimes crazy acting and shit but baby it's me, your men" he turned me around and but his hand under my chin and lift my head up "Baby have I ever scare you?" I looked into his eyes think did he really just ask me that question. Yeah it been lots of times he scared me off but I never look at him as a monster.
"You dumb as hell if you go back too him" We turn around and seen Tia and grandma standing there looking at us.
"Man Tia gone somewhere bruh you just mad cause a nigga ain't looking at you"
She fake laugh "you called that love by beating on a women?" She questioned. No she didn't just say that. Terry took a step back away from me "so you going around saying I'm beating you?" His eyes turned a different color. Dark.
Granny shook her head "She aint say nothing her face did" after that comment she also went to the bedroom.
Just me, Tia , & Terry in the room "Let's talk in private" I grabbed his hand and basically drag him towards the door I didn't wanna hear Tia mouth anymore. Getting closer too the door she yelled out "Don't come back when he get to beating your ass again!" I looked at her in shock like she really just said that shit though.
"You know what Tia when you get a men than we can talk more" I got Terry and we made it too his car while she stood in the doorway mean mugging us while he get into his white chevy captiva.
Pulling out the driveway "So we gone talk?" I looked at him and shook my head yes
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"I love you so much" I said as we kissed roughly making our way too the bedroom in his apartment. I got my leg wrapped around his waist and his hands rubbing my back. We almost trip over the glass marbel table begin thirsty. We finally made it too the back he lay me down on the bed and started taking my clothes off when I was filly naked he started on him. He got in between my thighs and kissed me reach for a condom but I stopped him "Don't use one I wanna feel all of you" he shook his head okay. He remove himself off of me and slide himself into me causing me to make a face "Ahh Terry".
I know I shouldn't be doing this. But when you love someone you do stupid shit.
