How does it feel to not be loved. By anyone, your family thinks of you as a mistake and the boy you love backstabs you and bullies you. You try to never show fear but when you get home the blade is your only cure.
I woke up tears in my eyes, blood on my arm "another day" I pushed myself up. I didn't need to change already was dressed, why get changed the school bullies everything else about you I think to myself I get bullied because my mums poor. I always cry, never hang out with people. Always writing in this notepad well I was till Janette ugghh she took it and threw it into a lake which we have in our school. I hate her she beats me up, destroys my stuff, steals from me and most important she's with Liam. Boy he's a caring lad would love to date him. Anyway going of topic here. I picked up my bag and placed my books in, I held my knife up as a tear rolled down my face I placed it away "CHARLOTTE FOR FUCK SAKE WE AINT GOT ALL DAY" shouted a mans voice, Peter my mums new boyfriend thinks he's the most important person ever, in truth he's a dickhead but I could never tell him that he'd beat me up more than he does everyday. I get a towel and wipe of the blood and walk downstairs "coming" I mumble walking straight through the door and towards school "I ain't getting in with you today" I screamed at him as he swore at me "GET HERE YOU LITTLE SHIT" He yelled and I started to run towards school and he chased after me. I ran for my life.
That's when it hit me, the bridge I ran towards it and as soon as I got to the edge I stopped and stepped back as he ran right into me, I pushed him down. To his death "w- what have I done" I cry as I run towards school. Soon enough it was lunch time I was sat with my new notepad doodling a girl crying and Janette came over again "Hello UGLY bitch time to fight" She grinned grabbing me by the hair I simply put my book and pen down then let her hurt me. "Today I'll die" I whispered near silently "Oh what's that want more hunni" she said hitting me more and then slamming my knee across the floor, I winced out and a tear rolled down my red cheek. "Leave me alone, please" I cried out loud and all the boys laughed at me "I give up!!" I cried, I pushed her and jumped into the lake and that's when I went. I'll never regret it. goodbye world - xx -
Heya guys hope you enjoyed my first short story, I won't have much time to do these so I made this as quick as possible hopefully we will see some more soon, if you enjoyed please don't hesitate to tell your friends about me and watt pad and tell them to follow me. Cheers
Jake :)
