The funny thing about pain..
It demands to be felt
The funny thing about numbness..
It's pain being silenced
So that leads you to wonder, which one is the truth. Which one do you choose to feel?
I pondered this as we lie on the floor by the front door. The light flickering on and off in my head. Unable to decide weather to be awake or not. Weather to feel the pain. My mom stroked my head as I lay motion less on the floor. Tears of pain streaming down my cheeks. I felt weak. Like I was two again, and my mom was calming me down after a bad dream.
It a had been ten minutes since she had called the ambulance. I had to focus on my breathing. Which was hard.
Once they finally arrived, they packed me up, asked me to scale my pain one to ten, then sped to the hospital. I don't quite remember getting to the hospital or being put through a CAT scan. But, my mom told me that when I woke.
I opened my eyes. Blinking at the bright lights. Then I sighed, which put me through a coughing fit. I was in the ICU. Great. I looked to my right and saw my mom. She smiled. " hi sweetie, how do you feel?" She asked.
I gave a weak tired smile. "Hi" I said. She grasped my hand in hers.
" I know you feel unwell. They're, running... Tests for anything. Son... Your lungs filled up with water... They think you may be sick again."
I closed my eyes. Not again. Please,not again. I couldn't do it again.
" son.. Hiccup?" She called. I opened my eyes and looked at her. " I'm sorry, I'm just... Its not fair." I whispered. Sudden rage took over me." IT'S JUST SO GODDAMMED UNFAIR!!" I shouted. The tears fell from my eyes like a waterfall. My mom hugged me to her chest.
The funny thing about finding out you have cancer for the second time, is that you take it easier, but it hurts even more. My moms Face melted. Thats the worst part, seeing her heart break all over again.
Stage 4 Thyroid cancer with metastasis forming in my lungs. Gods. I can't seem to catch a break.
What am I gonna do now?
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FanfictionAfter a 2 year long battle with Osteosarcoma, and the loss of his left leg, Hiccup (Howard) haddock moves away from his home in Hooligan city on Valhalla street, to Berk isle town on Dragons edge street in the middle of remission. Going from st.Odin...
