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Farlan's p.o.v

"Ye,okay ! I've got to go and see Levi now Izzy I'll catch you later ; I'm taking him on a date !" I said exited to take Levi on a date , with been arguing a lot lately, I think he might want to brake up with me but I'm going to try my best to save us ! Isabelle's eyes light up she gave me a huge smile and said " have fun , safety first kids " ! As she said the second half of the sentence she gave a knowing wink , I couldn't help chuckle as I walked my self out " bye Izzy, I'll let you know how we get on " as I opened the front door she waved farewell from the hall and I waved back giving her a small smile and closing her immaculately clean white door ; obviously Levi's work !
The walk to Levi's has always been quite a long one, doesn't matter where your coming from , it's also a beautiful one ! He lives pretty much in the middle of nowhere since his whole family is anti social, except for his mother Cuchel ! She's always cheery and welcoming, even though she's always in and out of hospital she still cooks from scratch and still gardens! She doesn't clean though Levi insists on doing it himself because 1. He enjoys it and 2. He says he probably does a better job anyway 'no offence' As I began to approach his house, I had to walk down a long narrow path surrounded by huge green hedges, so big that they're literally taller than me! After about a five minutes I saw Levi's little wife house, not that it's small or anything, quite the opposite but it's a house with age a cute homely home if you get what I mean! It looked although no one was in but I knew Levi was because I told him I was coming over ... he must be home alone , he's home alone quite often so it makes sense and since the light is on in the bathroom I know he's home! Once I had come close to the door I reached out for the classic, black door bell and pressed it hearing its classic 'ding-dong' whilst I waited for Levi to come to the door . When nobody came I started to feel a bit anxious and so checked under the flower pot for a spare key, to my own delight it was there ! I lifted they key up to the door and walked in, and wondered around for a bit wondering where he was, and then I remembered that the bathroom light was on! I wandered my way over to the stair well and began to climb up as I called it for him 'Levi' or 'Levi! Levi, are you okay' when I got no reply I began to worry, worried sick! When I finally reached the top of the stairs and took to rights and then a left before knocking on the bathroom, no reply. Then I tried to open the door, locked! I then decided that there was definitely something drastically wrong so I shouted "levi, if there's nothing wrong come out now I'm about to call 999 , if this is a joke come out now and I won't be mad" yet again no reply I pulled out my phone and diald 9,9,9, as I was doing this I began ramming myself into the door. It just wouldn't budge! " hello,this is the emergency services how can I help you" a kind voice questioned . "Ye um hi.my boyfriend is locked in the bathroom since I walked there's no reply" I wasn't sure weather I was crying or not but right then it didn't matter,all that did was getting help! " okay sweet heart I want you to stay calm! I need your address okay?I also need you to do everything thing you can to get in" the tone in her voice changed, I didn't notice at the time but I think she knew what was happening, she just didn't want to panic me !"Umm ye okay the address is 1 road Maria ll568op troste district,I'll keep you on speaker, hang up if you need to speak to any other callers"she paused for a second before she replied " okay the ambulance is not far away" I let out the breath I didn't even know I was holding and started banging my shoulder into the door. Why why won't it budge I thought when I suddenly remembered that kKenny's wood workshop is the room nearest to me and so I grabbed the biggest hammer I could find, I slammed it and slammed it against the door continuously until it broke! Sirens screaming in the background as the ambulances neared, blood continuously flowing from Levi's wrists and thighs , and tears steadily flowing from my eyes as I realised that my baby was nearing death and there was nothing I could do!

A/N okay guys so I don't know how many people will read this book but thank you for reading this I understand that self harm is quite disturbing for many people and so I will put an age warning or something on this fanfic! I was inspired to write this book because I am a self harmer and although my story is not as bad as this story I feel that there are many similarities! And that by writing this I might be able to free my self from my bad habits, anyway to end on a positive note thank you for reading the first chapter of say something and if you liked it feel free to vote, comment and share if you feel like it - author chan ps. This chapter has juts reached 1000 words haha I'm so proud 😘😍😍