-Ava Roseabelle-

The-End?

So I guess this is the end... I wish it didn't have to happen like this. This is the worst thing ever. Last day and this happens. I guess I need to do some explaining or you won't understand. So this is all what has happened. 

One day I woke up and felt quite ill. I just ignored it because I had to go to school because I had my Final exams to get my grade. I went to school and still felt ill. I sat my exams and then came home around 1:45 pm because I had a very high temperature. I thought it was just a typical fever. Oh boy was I wrong!

I had noticed that I was very full and could not eat anything for the rest of the day. I only had a small bowl of lucky charms that day I was so confused. I wanted to eat but I just felt like i really could not eat anything what so ever. 

I just thought I had a fever. Only if I knew earlier I would probably be cured from this monstrous disease. I passed out and was rushed to hospital. I then woke up. I felt like I was gone forever. I was so happy but sad to be awake.

I was wired up to loads of machines. I was so confused I didn't know what was wrong with me. If I knew that in the morning that I was going to be like this in the evening I could've prevented this. My mum was beside me, she was crying to see I was awake. I burst into tears to think how sad my amazing mum was.

the doctor came in he said he has some big and sad news. Me and my mum cried even more. At this point I didn't know what to expect really. The doctor said "Hello Miss Ava Roseabelle I'm very sorry to be saying this but... You... Have... A very bad leukaemia. It's most likely to be Terminal cancer. "

the second he said terminal cancer I broke down again. This was the worst news I have ever had. I didn't know what to do or say. I turned around to look at my mum and she just was in a state. I could see where they drew blood from me (the top of my elbow). It really hurt. This was just the worst pain ever.

I felt so bad for my mum. I know she could not bare to see the day to see her 15 year old daughter get diagnosed with cancer. let alone maybe terminal cancer. My mum got up and gave me the biggest hug ever she whispered in my ear "everything will be alright in the end Ava, I love you no matter what. always remember that Princess." I was in such a state. This was most likely expected when you find out you could have terminal cancer. I didn't know what to think at all...