Chapter 1

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What am I doing?I'm lying in bed with a soaked pillow from my own tears. Why, you may ask.Because I'm broken, again. I've been broken before,but this time, it hurt way worst. I caught her, and I still can't believe she did that. This might be confusing to you, so, I'll tell you what had happened.

I started to walk back to my flat when I saw some people staring at me. I had to mentally remind myself that I am in Little Mix and that we won the X Factor, and I kept walking on. I walked to my flat and got in. I didn't see Jade anywhere so I placed our drinks down and I looked around for her. As I walked closer to our room, I could hear moaning and screams. I had my hand on the handle and opened the door. My eyes widen as I saw what was going on. I thought she loved me! She lied to me and used me! Tears came to my eyes. I saw her look at me and get up from her position. I backed away and ran from our flat. I threw myself into the street as I started to cry.

I thought she loved me! She promised me, She said she would never hurt me!

 The images replayed themselves in my mind, it hurt me the more I saw them. Jade and that girl lying in the bed. They were both naked!my head was spinning 100 miles a second. Tears flowed down my face. She cheated. Shes a liar and a cheater. I pulled out my phone and called my mum. She didn't answer so I left a voicemail.

" Hey mum can you let me stay at the house for awhile?call me back when you can.Love you" I said before putting my phone away. I stood up and it started raining. Perfect the weather matches how I feel.

"PERRIE WAIT!" I heard Jade call. I turned around and there she was.

"What do you want Jade?"I spat.

"Let me explain"

"There's nothing to explain"

"I made a mistake"

"So did I,Dating you!" Her eyes widened when I said that.

"You promised you wouldn't hurt me, what happened to that?Jade, I dont want to date a liar and a cheater.We're done" I choked out the last sentence, crying harder. Jade fell to her knees and burried her face into her hands. I walked away, tears streaming. I  signaled a taxi.

"Where to?"The driver asked.

"Nearest Starbucks" I said. He drove off and my phone buzzed.

From Mum:)

Sure thing.I'll come get you. Where are you?

 To Mum:)

I'm gonna be at the starbucks near the cinema.

From Mum:)

I'll be there in a hour or so

To Mum:)

K thanks.

The driver stopped at the starbucks. I handed him the money and got out. I ran into the Starbucks,trying to stay out of the rain and went inside. I ordered a chocolate frappe and waited for my mum. I played with my phone and completely lost time.

"Perrie?" I heard a familiar voice say. I looked to see my mum. I got up and she  pulled me into a hug.I cried, thinking of what had happened.My mum took me home where I ran to my room and came into my current state.

I hugged a pillow as I cried.I was alone,again. Everyday she would run through my mind.I had to constantly stop myself from picking up the phone and calling her. I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all. With her on my mind 24/7, she crosses my mind constantly. My life felt like the Lady Antebellum song Need You Now((BAM!))

"Perrie you're gonna get sick"My mum said.I just layed there crying.There was no point of doing anything.

"Perrie at least come to the store with me?You gotta get out of bed!You've been crying for 2 weeks straight!"She reasoned. I got up unwillingly ad went to the bathroom.My eyes were bloodshot and I looked like  a wreck.I washed my face and changed my clothes.Why am I still crying?I broke up with her.But she did break me first.I walked downstairs where my mum was waiting for me.It must be time to move on now,with or without her. But will I ever feel the same? We happen to be in the same band, what'll happen to Little Mix? I walked out the door and got into the shotgun of my mums car. Any small thing can make a drastic can in your life, and for me, it was going out with my mum.

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Sorry i know it's short,don't kill me! i'll TRY to make the next chapter long, and if you ever want a dedication, just let me know okay? hahaha, i saw some of the comments on RTLA chapter 17, and i was laughing.Hopefully, you guys will enjoy this story which will be longer, better and it will have some major changes in perries life!Lemme know if y'all like it, and im updating today cause i wanna okay?Im not gonna even wait because i love seeing your guys comments.

                                                                      -IMBACKEARLY;)

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