My girl with a broken heart

Confusion

Afsha p.o.v

I ate my food while thinking about the proposal.i kept on thinking,thinking and thinking  but that was of no use ,i just can't find a solution to my problem.

It was zohar time so i went to the bathroom and did my ablution . I came out of the bathroom and
I offered my zohar prayer and made dua Allah taala please help me ,u always plan the best and give me strength to face every situation...........

I really need a talk with ammi, so i went downstair. Ammi was in the kitchen preparing for lunch ...........
I entered and start helping her,i helped her in vegetable cutting,i cooked rice ,i washed the dishes.............

Ammi was surprised.

I mean i usually help her in the kitchen but today i m making extra efforts.............

Then ammi said...........darling this is not gonna help you. I want a reason for your NO.

I made a puppy cute face obviously to convince her then i bend down on my knees and ammi was sitting on a chair. I said ......please ammi atleast give me some time to think.....

How much time you need ...? Ammi asked

Emm not much just 5 or 6 months.............i said with a big fat smile

Ammi stared me with furrowed eyebrows..............

Okay atleast a week...? I asked

She took my hands in her and said....
......... are you confused with this ?

I nodded

She said .......okay i have a idea .
What is it ? I asked with amusement

Do isteqaara, then all of your confusion will go away.....she smiled and kissed me on my cheek

Darling , he is really a nice guy,trust me ....................
Abbu said that if you say yes then they may come to meet you and to fix the engagement date......

Engagement? I asked

She nodded and said they already saw you in Aahil's engagement . They  want to meet you because they want to hear from you either you really agree or not.

Darling they are very nice and will love you like their own daughter.............think about it once

I gave her a smile and went back to my room. I laid down  on my bed and  start reading my favourite love story book ........because this is the only thing which make me happy and normal afsha

I just love reading stories.....................it relieve me from all my bothering.

Then my phone popped showing a msg from sama.I opened the msg

Assalamu alaikum af.......
What you doing.?

Walaikum assalaam
Nothing much just reading a book.
What about you ,what you doing? I replied

Getting bored........she replied

Lets meet ,i have something to discuss........i replied

Okayyyyy sure. When and where ?she asked

After asr salah at our favourite ice-cream parlour. I replied

Okay bye .....meet you there .
Allah hafiz.......she msgd

Allah hafiz.....i replied.

After having lunch i told ammi that i m going to meet sama and will be back before magrib

She nodded.