Nova's POV 👑:
It's moments when your loved ones betray you, hurt you without thinking. You feel as if you're alone in this world; a light slowly dimming in a world of darkness. You feel as if your being suffocated, yelling for help but only receiving silence.
' Why do I keep getting hurt?' I ask myself as I throw the beautiful new ring in the lake below me. When the ring hits the water the hot wind picks up making my dress ruffle up making it look like a tornado resembling the tornado that I have in my heart now.
Flashes of the betrayal came back to me as I see the ring sinking lower to the bottom of the lake until I cant see it anymore. I feel my tear-stained cheeks as I look up to the blue sky hoping that it was all a mistake, a misunderstanding.
I was such a fool to believe any of his promises were true. It was all a lie.
I walk back to my car, feeling the gravel underneath my heels and hug myself as if it was cold even if its in the middle of Summer. I unlock my car and get in.
I don't move.
I just sit there looking straight feeling the tears almost break down the walls that I thought were strong enough to keep it all in.
As I feel the first tear fall down my cheek once more, making my makeup even worse, i feel a part of the barrier i have put for myself start to crumble.
Our first conversation.
Our first kiss.
Our first date.
It was all just fake.
I choke out a sob and put my hands on the wheel and rest my head on the horn making it blare, piercing the silence of the lake, but I didn't care. I cry alone in my car and keep repeating to myself the same question over and over again:
'Why me?'
Soon enough I calm down and let out a heavy shaky sigh as I sit up straight again. I wipe my tears away but look in the mirror and see my eyes.
Broken.
For the first time in my life my light blue eyes that used to be full of life are now dull and lifeless, red and puffy for crying for hours.
Beep!
I look down to my right and see my phone on the passengers seat with a new mail indicating: 'Your flight from Houston, Tx to San Diego, Ca will be boarding in 30 minutes.'
I sigh once more, turn on my car and start heading to the airport. As I see the entrance for the airport I start to get nervous. I've never gone anywhere alone but I knew the reason as to why I had to go and that it would all be worth it in the end.
I know that he's going to find me no matter where I go but it doesn't hurt to try.
For the sake of my broken heart I will try.
When I find a parking spot I turned off the car and stayed sitting there trying to take it all in.
I look up to the mirror once more and look up to the mirror to see my eyes filled with determination now.
Beep!
My phone chimes again: ' 15 minutes until your flight begins to board.'
With that in mind, I get out and take out my luggage out of the back of the trunk and walk towards the building before me.
Once I'm in, I go to the restroom to change into something more comfortable which consisted of a pair of black adida sweatpants, a maroon t-shirt, adida shoes and a lazy bun on top of my head looking like a birds nest.
I look at myself one more time before heading out of the restroom and towards the security check point. I get past the security and start heading towards where the door leads to the airplane. I hand the lady my plane ticket, walk past the tunnel that connects the airplane to the building, find my seat and sit down.
Everything happened so fast that i hadn't been able to process everything in.
'I don't regret meeting him, I regret letting him change me to the monster that I'm slowly becoming...I was just to blind to see it'
I rest my head back on the seat and look out the window.. I want to forget that the last few hours never happened and go back home and forget it all but I can't back out on the decision that I have set my mind too.
Not after what I saw.
The intercom comes on " Ladies and Gentlemen, I will be your pilot for this evening and we will take off in five minutes. We will arrive in San Diego, California in 4 hours. Relax, sit back and enjoy."
The minutes pass by and I feel the plane start to move. As we start to rise up in the sky i close my eyes and tell my self, ' this is it.'
I open my eyes and looked out the window seeing the sun hitting the clouds and causing a beautiful mix of orange, yellow and red blazing through the clouds.
The last thought I had before I felt my eyes closing out of exhaustion was:
'Don't look back, for you don't know if the monsters from your past have followed you to your future.'
After that thought I let my mind, body, and soul consume its self of darkness, into an endless oblivion.
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