More than just brothers | Grethan

Chapter 5 | Trouble

*GRAYSONS POV*

I don't think I got one minute of sleep from all of the adrenalin. I've never felt so happy in my life. I finally told Ethan what I needed to say to him. I could finally kiss his lips not being afraid of what he thinks of me. 2 whole years of keeping that a secret, wow. I couldn't stop smiling. My head was just spinning, we can grow old together, raid a family, I can finally be happy. With Ethan by my side

*ETHANS POV*

I've stayed in bed facing the wall for 6 hours now

I feel miserable

I feel like crying

Even though something amazing happened last night. I don't know why I'm like this.
I have no idea why I'm upset.

I decide to text Matt to cheer me up.

Hey
Hey
What are you up to
Nothing much just at school. You sick?
Uh yeah I think I have the flu
Oh that's no good. I gtg I'll talk later
Ok bye
Bye

I haven't seen Grayson all day. I need to talk to him about what happened. I don't care if it was a good thing or a bad thing we needed to talk about it. What is our family going to do if they find out. No. They won't find out. Because it's not happening again.

"Grayson I need to speak to you about last night" I say as i slowly let myself into his room. He nods carefully knowing what I'm about to say. "Why did we do it" I say. "Why did I feel something, were brothers". He sighs and his face drops, I could see a faint tear drop run down his face. "Ethan. I love you, I want to take care of you, I want to be there for you. I want to grow old with you. Our relationship is like no other" he said looking up at me. "But we're not in a RELATIONSHIP" I yell. Tears roll down my face. "Grayson this can't be us, we can't be together, I'm sorry" I whisper. I sit next to him and pull his head into my chest. We sit on silence but I can still here him cry in misery.

I don't know how to feel

What if I do truely love him. But I just don't know yet

I get off the bed and go back to my room. Leaving sobbing Grayson crying all alone. But I needed to know what I felt once and for all.

"Hey cameron, its Ethan....."