She's My Property

Chapter 3. # Go with the flow

# Go with the flow

Habang pinagmamasdan ko ang mga batang naglalaro sa aming village. Hindi ko makakalimutan yung pangyayareng bumuhay sa kinatawang lupa ko.

Yung feeling na hindi ka makatulog sa gabi sa kaiisip sa nangyare sa inyo in the past tapos makikita mo pa siya sa school kung saan ka nag-aaral. Ano nalang gagawin ko kung mangyare na naman yung nangyare sa amin before. I pity myself pag ganoon na naman ang mangyayare. Pero sa ngayon, focus muna sa pag-aaral. Dadating din yung tamang panahon para diyan. And things are worth it if we work really hard on it. Basta ang mahalaga ngayon ay pag-aaral. Education is the key to success. We should be responsible enough to attain our goals in life.

Hay nako! I really don't understand myself talaga. I keep on pretending that I am okay but deep inside not really. So, I must do something to release my frustrations.

Zhai, what will you do?? Maybe, you should contact your friends to reduce your anxiety?? Ibaling nalang yung oras mo sa panunuod ng kung anu-ano? Or go for shopping?? I really dont know what to do right now! Help me guys.

Isip isip zhai!!

If she think that I am afraid to her, it's a big mistake! Why should I?? I'm not like before that is so weak.. I want to show to her the real me.. I must go with the flow.. I love playing anyways!

Hmmmm! I am walking when suddenly ring my phone.. I didn't notice that it's my new friend that I met yesterday at school.. She is inviting me to attend a party. At first, I refused her offer. I don't need any disturbances right now. All I want is to relax myself. But, she got the permission from my mom. Hmmm. Ang galing naman ng bruhang ito. Alam niya kung saan siya tatawag.

Pag-uwi ko sa bahay nadatnan kung nakaupo si mama sa sofa. Mom, what's with you today? Tanong ko?

What's with me? Anak, I am okay right now.

Bakit ka pumayag na umatend ako sa party. Mom, you didn't get my side first.

BABY Zhai, it's tome for you also to hang out with friends.

But mom, you should ask me first. I am not on the mood to go to a party mom. All I need is to take a rest or relax my body from stress. If they call you mom, just say i am leaving.

Yes baby..

Ako ngayon ay nasa kwarto at nag-iisip ng kung anong pwedeng gawin.. Gusko kaseng may pagkaabalahan ako. Yung maenjoy ko naman ang dalawang araw na bakasyon namin. Ako kase yung taong kapag tinatamad ay tinatamad na. Nagulat ako ng biglang may kumatok sa aking kwarto.

Tok! Tok! Tok!

Nagbingibingihan ako na parang walang nadidinig. Nagulat na lamang ako ng mabuksan ito ng wala akong kamalay-malay.

Mom naman! Saan mo naman kinuha ang susi ko. Pagtatanong ko.

Anak di mo alam na nasa akin ang duplicate?

Hmmm! Mom, give that to me.

No baby, I need this in order for me to vist you anytime or get the things that I need inside your room if I need it.

Anyways, why are you here mom??

Baby, wear the most fabulous dress you have.

Huh?? For what mom??

Someone is waiting baby. Hurry up! Baka malate pa kayo.

Mom?? What are you talking about?

Your friends are here! You will attend a party.

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Hindi na lamang ako nagreklamo. Sinunod ko na lamang ang sinabi ni mama. Maybe for me also to release my boredom..

Otw our way to the party.......