Going insane

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Alison's POV

It has been a few weeks since CeCe has died. All of the girls were forced to stay in Rosewood as the police believe she was murdered. I know for a fact it wasn't Emily or Hanna but I just don't know anymore. I haven't really spoken to Emily since she came over to comfort me because she obviously met my husband. She's probably mad I never told her and never invited her to my wedding, and that's only because I was scared to see her again. She was my first true love and although she doesn't believe it it's true. We occasionally give each other eye contact when all five of us are together but we break it quickly. I don't know how I feel anymore, I just know I love Emily Fields.

Today I saw my mother who is dead. I feel like I'm going crazy I even got a phone call from her. I told Elliot my husband who was put on a business trip and he told Emily. She came over shortly after.

"Ali.." she says as I open the door to let her in. "I'm okay em really" I saw walking into my kitchen. "No your not" she says following me, "your seeing dead people, that isn't okay?" I look down and speak up. "Are you hungry?" I say smiling.

Me and Emily cooked dinner and listened to music she was a great dancer. I missed Emily so much it wasn't confusing when it was just me and her. She would occasionally bump into me while dancing and it took all of me not to just grab her. I never really showed her how much I cared about her, I feel so bad.

"I had an amazing dream about her in the hospital, she wanted me to know she was proud of me" I say as I finish up my food. "I had a dream like that.. after my dads funeral I fell asleep on the couches he woke me up he was wearing his dressed blues and he looks so handsome he came to say goodbye." I smile "do you think it was really him?" I say "i'd like to hope so" she says "I didn't want to see my mom the way she looked today" I choke on my words. "Ali those pain killers are really strong" she says I roll my head and get up.

Later in the evening aria came over I was in my room taking a nap when I felt someone touch me. I look over and it's wilden I scream and run to my corner. I hear Emily and Aria coming so I stop screaming. "Ali what is it?" Aria says running and kneeling next to me. "I saw wilden he touched me" I say honestly they look at each other and help me up.

When I finally have a chance to be alone I take off to the church. I start praying for this to stop and then I hear someone walking in. I see Em and I gasp in relief. "Ali I've been looking everywhere for you.." she says kneeling down next to me putting her hands on my knees which makes me weaker

"I knew they wouldn't follow me here.. I deserve it this is my punishment" I say shaking, "Ali your mom and wilden are dead." She says seriously. "They came back for me and there going to take me straight to hell!" I shout. "Ali this is all in your head. Remember what Elliot said?" I look into her eyes desperately "Emily I need help.. I can't tell what's real anymore" she looks at me concerned and I burry my face into her hands.

Emily drove me to the mental hospital CeCe was I was just about to sign the papers when i felt a soft hand touch mine. "Can we talk" I ask the lady who nods there head. "Ali are you sure about this. Elliot is coming home soon" she says trying to convince me out of this "em I'm only sure about one thing right now and it's that I need help." She grabs a hold of me and says, "Ali if you need anything" I smile and tell her, "love you" she smiles desperately "I love you too" and then the nurse took me away and I turned around to see Emily once more until I'm put into this hospital.

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