Changing in a Different Way (Slow Updates)

Changing in a Different Way

I was keeping my head down and just sulking in my room. I suddenly realised I hadn't seen Worm face in a while.

"Where's he?" I muttered. I got a glare of fire.

I sniffed like a bitch. Then I vomited. The smell was so disgusting!

Cigarettes and alcohol.

Damn it.

She's addicted again. I looked at her. Her mascara was in smudged black streaks, her eyes were bloodshot, she was wearing the same clothes from that day when  we argued.

Worst of all the odour coming off her was a mixture of cigarettes, alcohol and BO.

Her skin, however, was not naturally glowing healthily. It was pale yellow.

I looked down at the floor and saw it was trashed with scattered  bottles  and ashes. I opened the curtains, my bag hooked on my arm.

Do you really think that I was going to ditch my bag on that floor? No wonder Callie moved out.

I went to my room and got changed. When I went back into the living room, mums face was pressed against the couch and her hands gripped the curtains which were closed again.

I tore open the curtains, rays of sun atucally reavling the mess in the room.

I put the tap on freezing cold, to sober mum up. I dragged her over the bottles and burning ashes. I dumped her at the doorframe and blasted the fire extinguisher over the room, to stop it going up in flames.

I undressed mum, removed her makeup and hauled her into the bath. I washed her hair and scrubbed her body until she smelt of roses.

I scraped for decent clean clothes for mum to wear and she was definitely sober but bitchy as hell. As bitchy as my scene with Adam Pick.

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No one had taken any notice if me apart from the ones who knew Lissy.

I just stared into my locker. It had my sports kit and two books in it.

I saw a shadow. I slammed the door shut only to be found by Adam Pick cornering me.

"Hey," his soft breath danced on my skin. I relaxed. He leaned in so close, and passionately kissed me. It was amazing! I kissed back.

Everyone stared at me and Adam. That was lovely, phenomenal even. But do I want to start again with HIM?

The real reason. I don't want to start with him again is… he -

"Babe!" He called me babe. I feel so bad because every rag of pain has come back to me!

What he did was unforgivable.

"Where have you been then?" I said.

"In jail." That told me to shut up. I knew why he was in jail. And I'm related to it. Literally.

Everyone thinks me and Adam are together and I have a new friend because it, Lily. We have became really close lately.

"Wanna go the mall after school?" she asked.

"Yeah,"

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"Oh hurry uppppp," I groaned as Lily changed yet again.

"Oh yes very nice Lily now let's GO!"

She had finally decided on a pair of black tights with a a black skirt and top. She pulled her black Converse on and a jacket.

I've never been dragged round so many shops before! I got whisked around Primark, New Look, River Island, and Forever 21. She and bags leaving red marks all over her arms.