Second Choice | Jaehyun

BONUS part 1

Dear best friend,

I made a promise to myself

To always write in this journal

Which you gave me before

During my birthday

Last Valentine's

You told me to use it well

But this is officially the second time I'm using it

I have bad news and good news

Which one would you want to hear first?

I remembered telling you the good news first usually

So today I'm going to tell you the bad news first

Bad news

I broke up with her

Good news

I miss you best friend

Or is that bad news

Since I can't seem to get rid of this feeling of seeing you

I want to see you

And hug you

And tell you everything's fine

I found out my ex got together with her ex

She's a pretty girl

She used to talk about her ex a lot too

I think you know who he is

You seem to know everyone when I asked you who they were

It's a past senior

Do you remember?

His name was Lee Taeyong

Honestly,

I wasn't that hurt

I'm not sure why

Maybe I'm still not feeling the break up

By the way

I called it off

I think she found it hard to tell me

That she wanted to break up

I'm a gentleman, aren't I?

That's what you always say

About me

I don't know why I miss you much more today

Come back to me best friend

I'll treat you better than before if I can