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Jenn's P.O.V.

I look down at Jack's hands. They're wrapped with bandages. I hold on to them.

I'm sorry.

Every time I look down at his hands, I feel regret.

How could I do this to him? I betrayed him. I never took his thoughts into consideration. He loves, no, he loved me and I was so selfish to kiss JC.

I look at jack. He looks so hurt. I want to know what is going through his brain right now.

"Jack I'm so sorry"

I know he can't hear me but I need to get the words out.

"I kissed JC. I was stupid. I was desperate. You have the right to be mad at me. You have the right to never talk to me ever again. You have the right to hate me. I know this is hard to believe, but I love you. Every time i think about you, i can't help but fall in love. I love you."

I hold his hands tight and I never want to let go.

I feel my heart best. It's racing fast. I'm nervous. I want him to wake up, but I don't. I don't want to face him.

How can I look at him after all I've done?

It's getting late, I should go to the hotel.

But I can't.

I look at jack, laying on the hospital bed.

Im not leaving you. I'm not going anywhere. I'm going to stay.

Right here.