"I'm sorry but I cannot stay with you anymore..."
~Air Nagisa Shiota~
Chapter 2
Air Nagisa Shiota
—Nagisa—
"It hurt!" I whined to myself as I seeing an image of a red hair woman standing in front of me. "Why me?" I continue enduring the pain in my body as I look at the picture of me and Karma. I held out my hand like I'm reaching for our picture, no, I actually reaching for Karma... "Please help me Karma!" I beg but I'm sure he wouldn't be hear me.
Karma is my childhood best friend plus unknown to him I have hidden feelings for him; yes I'm in love to him but like I said he doesn't know it. No one knows actually. I never let out my feelings to the other people especially to my family and friends, with an exception of Karma. Well I just able to share my problem to him since he is the only one who could notice it without me showing anything. He mysteriously knew if something is bothering me or what.
Karma always had been at my side...
When I wanted to cry I always excuse myself and went to a place where no one could see me in tears, but he is somehow will appear beside me and stroke my back until I stop crying. When I'm angry to someone I just going to smile at that person and then Karma would appeared out from nowhere and drag me away from that person and treat me to make me smile. When I'm scare he somehow senses my fear and he eventually hold my hand that makes me calm. When some people insulting me he will insult them back. And when I feel lonely he just going to show up and will tease me, which I enjoying.
But...
This pain... I cannot share it to him... how stupid I am... I can't share it to him and yet here I am reaching out for his help... how stupid I am!
Karma have red hair and pair of beautiful amber colored eyes, he is taller than me about 25 cm.
He is nice and gentle, expert at everything. But everyone gave him the title of Cold Beast must because he never makes friends other than us.
Aah aaah! What I've been thinking? I am here in pain and still remembering the past.
"Ne... Karma if one day I disappear what will you do?"
My question to him repeated to my head
"Nothing..."
'Nothing, huh? I wonder if you mean it... I just hope that you should at least say that I won't let you or something...' I chuckle even I feel pain 'pretty ridiculous of me...'
"I'm just wanted to spend my last time being with you..."
My words that I able to say in whisper, 'You should have look at me, no, I should have let you to look at me before I ran...'
"GOODBYE KARMA!!!"
Karma... Karma... Karma... I really am regretting to not be able to confess my feelings for you for the last time...
We might not see each other again, Karma...
Goodbye Karma...
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Random"If one day I disappear, what will you do?" Karma doesn't know that those words were meant something until he realize. But it is too late for him to save his beloved friend or he still have a chance? !!Warning!! OOC Karma at first (We will stil see...
