The scream rips from my soul as I fall into the pitch black lake that fills my pores with ice
my lungs fill with water as I slide deeper into the darkness that is now my home.
No one can save me, no one even cares, my life is like a tidal wave that crashes and destroys
this plan I had was to go so sweetly little did I know that I would second guess myself.
I begin to shake as I struggle for a breath my lungs burning and freezing all at once
I can't move I can't swim this is it I will never see my family again...do I regret my decision?
..............................................yes..............................................................
