exposing jian. {Book 9}

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-Sam's Video.

first of all, I CAUGHT YOU KIAN.

biting his lips as he stares at jc.

now for the homophobic reaction.

 his face went from this.

I felt like the person was making it seem like kian was being the only  making a big deal out of it, and he really was, so I agree with them on that and jc is just sitting there smiling at the fact that this isn't him.

if you look in the back at trevor and kian, trevor asked kian something.

 (MOST LIKELY ABOUT THE KISS OR IF HE WAS HOMOPHOBIC)

and his look was and he replied silently with "no"

I don't feel like he's homophobic, I just think that he gives a fuck about what other people thinks of him. he can pretend to not care, he can tell people that they shouldn't care, but he's the main one who's afraid to be himself, if he is gay.. he's ashamed of it.

ricky was like : you liked it, so u tried to cover it up.

jc tried to jump in and I feel like he was trying to "take up" for kian.

he tried to make up an excuse as to why it was taken so serious.

"I live with kian."  BOI. yall have seen each other naked and ur still comfortable with each other, the fuck out of here.

he tried to go ON AND ON, but he obviously didn't have a good reason, so he just shut up.

kian said that he wasn't homophobic, but u can tell that the "MEAN" TRUE comment bothered him deeply, u can look in his eyes and see that he was lowkey hurt, this video just proves to me JUST BY Looking at his facial expressions and his body language that.. he's gay and he's just not happy with letting people know it.