(Forbidden Short Stories 3) ❤️ELISHA REIGN❤️

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❤️ELISHA REIGN❤️  

                                    I am so broken I might not recover from my heartbreak. After giving birth

to Elise hindi ko na nakita si Hadrian, how could my King leave us. Hindi ko maintindihan, mahal na

mahal ako ni Hadrian kami ng anak namin, grabe ang pagaalagang ginawa niya sa amin sa loob ng

pitong buwan. He even sacrificed his studies for us, he learned how to cook para lahat ng kakainin ko

ay siya ang maghahanda at healthy my whole pregnancy. Bakit? Nasawa na ba siya sa akin? Hindi na

ba niya ako mahal? Or yung responsibility ng pagkakaanak ang hindi niya kinaya? I don't know what

to think anymore. I still remember his tear streaked face ng papunta na ako sa delivery room his eyes

so sad habang sinasabi ng paulit ulit, "Always remember that I love you my Queen, you are my life,

kayo ni Elise, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, but please wait for me," umiiyak niyang sabi. "What are you saying

honey, I love you too," sagot ko sa kanya na naguguluhan pero inaagaw ng sakit ng panganganak ng

atensiyon ko kaya hindi ko na nalinaw sa kanya ang sinasabi niya.

He came inside the DR and coached me with my breathing he was with me the whole time while

I was giving birth to Elise, Tita Lovelle, our OB gave him permission to be inside. I saw his happy

face when he saw Elise for the first time, niyakap niya ako at hinalikan saying, "I love you so much,"

bago ako patulugin at dalhin sa recovery room. After that hindi na siya nagpakita, parents ko na ang

naguwi sa akin pagkadischarge namin ni Elise sa hospital, they won't answer me when I ask them

about Hadrian. His parents visit us every other day, madaming pasalubong, tuwang tuwa kay Elise,

panay ang kuha ng picture sa aming mag-ina but still no Hadrian.

"Mama where is Hadrian? I miss him so much," iyak ko sa mama ni Hadrian. Mama at Papa na

ang pinatawag nila sa akin mula ng tumira ako sa bahay nila. Umiiyak din siyang sumagot,

"Have faith in your love anak, trust Hadrian, he loves you so much." Yun lagi ang sagot, hanggang

napagod na akong magtanong. One month after I gave birth ng malakas na ako I decided to go to

the Lopez' Mansion, hinanap ko si Hadrian. Diretso ako sa kwarto namin walang bakas na natutulog

siya dun, half of his clothes wala sa cabinet, I stayed in our room for two hours crying my heart out

hanggang maabutan ako dun ni Mama, "Elisha your parents are looking for you, kanina pa daw

umiiyak si Elise, halika na ihahatid ka namin ng Papa mo," awang awang sabi niya sa akin.

After two months I decided to go to the States with my little one, mamamatay ako sa lungkot