Tired of caring, loving... existing also. I'd been hurt, tricked, manipulated, and embarrassed. I felt like a worthless piece of shit.. just thinking, my career will never take off the way I want it to with people in the way. I sat beside my sisters hospital bed praying.. hoping she'd wake up. The doctors said she had been in an concussion from a serious beat.. someone had knocked her in the head with something seriously brutal. She'd soon wake up but had to recover very slowly.. about four months.
As I walked into the bathroom, I heard coughing.. then someone called out my name.
"So..Sophie" Lani cried out softly.
She was alive! Thank God
"Lani dear! You're okay.. God you're okay", I mumbled crying.
"I'm so sorry Sophia... please don't leave me"
"I know I was stupid.. What happened made me learn my lesson.. No- no more drinking.. I almost died"
"Shh... don't OK? It's okay.. you're okay so no need to say sorry hun."
She sat up and I hugged her tightly until I couldn't anymore. I was so thankful for her to be alive. We talked and laughed and she started feeling a little better in the form of talking and laughing.
"What happen to make you... to make you start to hate me?" My phone went off and I instantly knew who it was.
Dominic.
I hit decline and continued talking to my sister only to get a text from him a minute later.
Legacy: Why you not answering my calls girl? I Miss you beautiful... I have a show this week.. think you can come through and dress me? Please?
I sighed contemplating whether or not I should reply with 'Yes' or 'No'.. I thought if I said yes, I could dress him then be on my way... after all, I was still his stylist and I hadn't quit just yet.
Me: Um... sure, why not. I have to bounce afterwards so I cant stay and chat.. time is money.
Legacy: Thank you baby (;
I sighed and turned my phone off and focused on my sister the rest of the night..
**
Tonight was the night Legacy and Ben-J had their show in Hollywood. I had to attend just to dress him.. promised myself I'd do what I had to do then be out. I pulled up and parked my Range rover in the back of the building where all the trucks were unloading the equipment they needed for their show tonight. I walked in to half naked women running around back stage and a room full of smoke..
Lovely.
"Where's Dominic?", I asked the security.
"He's this way.." He directs me towards the room with his name on it.
"Thank you" I walk in and start coughing and scrunch up my face in disgust. So much smoke everywhere... two girls were sitting in his lap passing the blunt back and forth.
"Legacy, I'm here.. can we get this over with so I can go?" I say irritated.
"Baby chill... Let me finish this then we can . . have a seat"
"Fine." I sat down staring at him as he finished it off and kicked the two groupies out his dressing room.
He walked over to me and started taking off his shirt.. getting closer. "You miss me baby?"
"On the contrary.. I didn't and I don't and never will.. you cheated on me."
"That was two years ago though.. this is now.. and now, this shit gotta be real again" he closes the space between us.
"You been doing your thing.. I want you back"
"Dominic.. what you did was brutal to my fucking heart, let us go."
He pushed me against the wall and looked into my eyes smirking... I could smell the weed on him.. strawberry kush.
"So.." he said moving his hand up my leg. "How about.. you give it to me? Deal? No strings attached."
"You're out of your damn mind Dom" I yelled in his face.
He laughed, "Aw, c'mon..I know you miss the times we had" He pulled me towards the couch and pushed me down on it getting on top of me.
"Legacy get off of me you bastard"
I kick him and run towards the door only to be grabbed by him.
"Where the fuck you going? Just stop and let me get in between them legs."
"Because I have more class than that you fucking loser..Oh by the way, I am no longer your Stylis!" I kicked him in the balls and walked out crying.
I knew I shouldn't had went.. I hopped in my Range and drove home.
The humiliation I felt was unbearable.. he hurt me so much only to try and do it again.
He was such a fucking hypocrite!
A/N: Next chapter will indeed be when Sophia and Langston hit it off ;) ... <3
Chapter 1: Moving on
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