Blame Game

Chapter 1: Moving on

"Ouch! Fuck, get me outta here man" I scream in pain and frustration.

"Oh my god, baby you're Ok" my mom says with teary eyes.

"What the fuck is going on? Why am I in here?"

"Baby... sweetie, you almost died."

"Chelly found you on the floor of the club after the party... bleeding heavily. We thought we lost you" she cried.

Damn...

"I barely remember a thing..."

Julian chimed in, "Nigga you gotta stop fucking with these groupies!!"

"This isn't first time this shit happened.. this was only worst! She gave you a deadly ass drug that was crushed in that weed"

"She wanted you fucking dead."

"You're lucky they found her and put her ass in jail"

I stared at him with a blank expression. Why would a sexy woman like that... wanna kill me? Nah, impossible.

"Bro, I'm alive aren't I? Chill... since she in the house won't have to worry about this happening again.", I say trying to lighten the mood.

That only made him madder.

"Chill? Nigga you almost DIED and you want me to fucking chill!"

He gets upset and throws his blackberry across the room making it smash into pieces against the wall.

My mother jumps, "Julian, honey calm down plea-"

"Fuck that Mama! This idiot forever getting drunk and putting his dick in any and every bitch who he lays eyes on... one more strike man and you out the fucking crew!"

And with that he walks out slamming the door startling everyone in the room.

"Despite his attitude about this, I'm glad you're alive bro.." says Viki.

I'm glad I am too... can't wait to get outta here.

Two weeks later

"Lang! Baby I love you so much!", A trio of fans call out to me. My body guard blocks them as the nurse wheels me towards our truck. I was finally out of here.

"Langston! Is it true you over dosed on Ecstasy?", a Paparazzi yells flashing his camera in my face.

"Nah bro... you got me fucked up."

"I heard you tried to commit suicide... what was the influence of this?!", he says following.

"The influence of that is to mind your damn business... If you haven't heard it from us or his rep... leave him the fuck alone", Viki snaps with chelly and Rae following behind.

Viki, Chelly, and Rae have always been with me through it all since middle school... no matter how much I changed.. they were still here to support me, even when I made a mistake.

Fans were screaming and crying.. chanting 'Get well Langston' I was feeling the love.. honestly.

To know my fans still loved me when I made stupid mistakes, made a nigga feel alright.

**

When we got to the hotel, everything was packed. It was time to fly back home for the big album release party of 'It's not over yet'. It was The rangers and my biggest project yet... I was for certain it'd hit platinum or gold in one week.

Los Angeles... I'm coming home baby.

Sophia

Tired.