~Sweaters and t-shirts~

~19~

One month later

Dan..: you're gone aren't you... 

Dan..:you're never coming back aren't you...

Dan..:i hope it's fun up in heaven my lion...

Dan..:I hope you're waiting for me 

Dan..:I'm so lonely without you my love 

Dan..:everything seems so different 

Dan..:I miss your eyes 

Dan..:I miss your smell 

Dan..:I miss the late breakfasts...

Dan..:I miss movies and cuddles 

Dan..:I won't have anyone to take me to the hospital maybe I'll just die here...

Dan..:alone 

Dan..:I'll see you very soon my love 

Dan dropped his phond tears streaming down his eyes phil hasn't talked to dan and dan hasn't seen him at school or at his house phils parents are no where to be found and dan misses phil so much he missed him he will never stop missing him he loved phil so much they where always together they weren't just boyfriends they where best friends soul mates and dan will never find anyone better than his soul Mate. Dan walked to his bathroom his mind was cloudy and all he could think about what phil Lester he unscrewed his sleeping pills being an insomniac he had a supply he pored the last 6 in his hand he then gulps them down he grabs the razor from a cabinet he cuts his wrist not caring about the consequences then all of a sudden a door was heard from down stairs.

"DAN." Was all dan heard his vision was hazy and his hearing was faded 

"DAN." His hearing getting more faded but some how he made the voice out it was phil 

Nononono please not now I don't want to die! 

"Phil..." was all dan could say he barely screamed 

"DAN I HEAR YOU PLEASE BE OKAY" 

"Phil... I... love.. you" dan managed to say out loud 

"DAN PLEASE NO BABY DONT DIE ON ME NOW I LOVE YOU BABY PLEASE STAY ALIVE PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING." 

It was toooo late

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Ahah I'm horrible honestly don't worry I won't kill him, yet anywayssss 

What did you think 

I'm personally emotionally depressed about his but like meh 

I looove you

Buh bye gorgeous 💙⭐️