one and only (bbw love story)

chapter 12

I quickly picked up narie tears running down my face could I ever get a break what did I do I yelled out to God as if the gates of heaven would open just for an answer

Nari:sometimes God gives the strongest fights to the strongest people ya know?

I looked at her and huged her tight I feel like I had known this little girl all of my life like we where just placed in each others life for a reason
I stepped in Nari and got in the car buckling up blasting old Monica songs and just speeding swear I couldn't get there any faster tbh but I was there with in 5 mins. I checked in going to see about Kai and sat in the waiting room with tasha for what seemed like hours before we heard news doctor came out talking some bull shit talking about they gave her something to fight against all the drugs but she was in a comma again I walked back there and smiled to even feel my best friend heart beat I sat on her bed and began to breath heavy this shit felt like a dream you ever have somebody you was raised with like a fuckin sibling? Well this was my sister !! That's all I was raised to know I sat there rubing her her hand. As Tasha pasted back and forth not knowing who to blame or what she should do I began to speak to my best friend. Kai

Me: when we was 10 I said smiling And fighting back the tears we always said when we turned 17 we'd have a kick back with 90s music and early 2000s music for a party and We'd have big ass boomboxes ,when we was 13 you You wanted to be a stripper and mama love said she was beat your ass if you even thought about it I said giving her a faint smile,when we was 5 I broke my ankle tryna catch you when you jumped from the tree I squeezed her hand and she squeezed mine whining that she was so tired and smiling slightly with her eyes kinda weak tash made her way over to us we got Kai comfortable as my best friend took her last breath man it was all over I felt drained ass she stopped breathing and the machine beeped a long loud beep that I'll never forget I shut my baby eye lids and cried why didn't she tell me ? Maybe I could have saved her what caused this did I have something to do with this I felt so guilty. Tasha:It wasn't your fault lele she said hugging me she hadn't called me that since I was like 4 I felt defeated losing my bestfriend if I wasn't responsible who tf was I let took out my dessert and cocked it back. I was gone find whoever did this and stop at nothing just then little nari walked over to,be tears filling her eyes and she cried out I need you your all I have I don't want you to leave me just then I looked in to her eyes and chills filled my spine them was the same exact words I said to my daddy before he left me forever.... But again all of this didn't make sense was this another set up ?