one and only (bbw love story)

xchapter 5

Durk came and picked up the kids around 2 o'clock pm
Durk:ight thanks sis

Me:no problem bestfriend  u know  I always got you oh and next time u see that little mouse boy ima néed for you to tell him to hit my line 😍😍😍

Durk:no you a good girl and I need you to stay that way😐

Me:ok damn which cho uptight ass chill out joe😂😂 I said saying bye to them one last time and closing the door

And I sat on the island poring myself a cup of kool-aid I jive was bored asl  I sighed looking down at my stomach swear if my stomach  was flat alot of bitches would be mad   I sighed at the thought of it  because as much as I say it I never do shit about it
It was so many things that I would like to tweak  at on my body that I didint even consider myself pretty like some times I would just cry outta no where and it was because of my weight  I honestly hated it and being teased since I was  age 7 my father used to tell me to keep my head up  no matter what people tell me I was beautiful  and to remember  that even the most beautiful  girl in the world was once criticized that's why he always told me that the prettiest girl was me   it made me smile to think about him  he loved to watch me sing dance and rap I smiled to myself tryna take it all in seem like you can never really get over the death of a person you care about can you?
I went up stairs  and hopped in a  steaming hot shower the water was hot asl I started to get a little bit dizzy I got out of the shower grabbing a gucci towel I roamed through my closet I put on a white tight fitted half shirt my burgundy  Robin jeans  and my white gucci belt  and timbs today I decided to take my hair down until i get it done next week alot of people think I don't need to wear weave since my hair touches almost to my butt alot of people  say that I love being black and that I'm not  really in touch with my rican side but shit I love being a black women we are all beautiful  no matter what color skin or what we are mixed with like my father used to say ;I choose weave because I want to not because I have too I began to take my hair down while flipping through chanels till I stopped at my favorite  movie called how high😌😌😌
I began cutting the tracks out my hair...  10 mins later I began to cut the thread out my hair while looking in my mirror  once that was done I undid my braids revealing how long my hair was I took  out my  olay two in one conditioner while putting a towel around my neck and washing my hair twice in my bathroom sink  I quickly began to blow dry my hair and comb it through  after my hair was completely  dry I parted it in sections and began to flat iron it bone straight after I got done I search through my room until I found my burgundy Robin cap I began brushing my teeth then I started on my makeup I did a simple cat eye  and applied some burgundy Mac lipstick   It was giving natural beat today I looked cute but simple I guess

My thoughts got inturupted by the door bell who the fuc... (gco)

Scran
Scran whos real name was stephon was one of the boys who worked at the trap with us and my brothers right hands see me and my brother are both king pins and we run all of chicago and im known as the drugdealingqueen of chicago so it would make sense for people to be at my neck Scran was 17 and fine asf  with tattoos  all on his arms and he could dress his ass off😍

Scran: wassup ma?

Me: wassup Scran and what you doing here mikey ain't here

Scran: ik ma I'm here for you see mikey said since he ain't here he want me to look out for you so today you'll be spending the day me me he smiled showing his dimples which caused me to smile too

Me:Mikey need to stop that I'm grown asl ion need no babysitter I said kinda angry damn he act like a sista ain't been holding her ownnnnn

Scran :Levi I'm not taking no for a answer he said looking down at me licking his lips in a stern voice  which kinda turned me on