1 // roses

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by smexymendes

by smexymendes

02-15-17

"Shawn, we need to talk" I took my best friend's hand and dragged him to a more quiet place in the park. "Are you okay?" He grasped my hand, "is it your boyfriend? Did he do something to you?" His voice started to rise.

"No, he didn't do anything... I broke up with him yesterday, and that's why we ne-" before I could finish he interrupted, "why?"

"That's what I am here to talk to you about" I laughed.

"Shawn, I don't want to start anything and-"

"Then don't," he smiled, "Damn, let me finish" I playfully punched his chest, "okayyyyy" he placed out his pinkie, then both of our pinkies wrapped around each other. "promise."

"I want to be honest with you, and I don't want to mess up with what you have with your girlfriend; but I also don't want to pass up a chance that I might have with you.." I cleared my throat before continuing, Shawn also had a look of concern in his eyes. "But, I also have a feeling... that you may also feel the same way Shawn... I know you love her, but I love yours more than a friend. But I will love you better than she does, which I do, and seeing you everyday makes me crazy and out of my mind. You bring the best out of me, and I want to do the same to you; bring the best and not the worst... like she does." by now, I was just pointing out the worst of their love.

He held his head down at this point, he knew I was right at this moment. "y/n I-" before he could say another word... I pulled at his torso towards me, to where our lips touch. Surprisingly he did not push me away, like I would've expected.

Shawn then pulls away, his face expression showed a little guilt and surprise, but then that turned into a small grin. I looked down at my shoes and the bright green grass. "Also, I don't want to hurt you by making you leave her or anything like that... its just.. ughhh" I groaned out of frustration, I don't know what to say anymore...

"Shawn, just think about it, give us a chance, maybe it'll be a good thing and blossom into something beautiful in the future,like a rose." then having a moment to think in our awkward silence I realized that I have made a mistake.

"He's not gonna leave her for me..." I thought, then more thoughts and regret went through my mind.

"Shawn, I'm sorry. Just forget what I did and said. Just forget about it.." I let go of his hand, and I made my way away from him; but something held me back. I glanced down to see his hand grasping mine.

"y/n, I love you" he smiled.

I hope you like this imagine and this is obviously inspired by 'roses' lol. I'm glad I'm starting an imagine book, HOPE THIS TURNS OUT WELL!!

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