She Resides In Me -love Shines

12. I love her!

Manik : "Nandini!".. I called with all the love in my heart for her and she looked so beautiful suddenly , I can feel that she loved the way I call her, and this feeling swelled my heart with utmost pleasure.

• When you look at me, when you think of me, I'm in paradise! •

Her happiness matters the most to me, and the way right now she is looking at me I can feel all the hair stand on my body at once.

Manik : "so what's the progress?".. I asked to divert her deadly gaze on me, it's so alluring so soothing, I can stare her forever but right now I need to be very careful around her, I got this chance after ages as if it's my second birth and this time I don't want to commit any mistake.

• I love her like crazy! She is everything I want and need! She is the center of my world! •

Thank God! I managed to divert her mind, she looked away but it pinched in my heart badly.

Nandini : "Mr. Malhotra I think we need to keep the music soft and peaceful. What you think?".. she asked me my opinion with her innocent voice and all I can do is just admiring her beauty, how her lips moves gracefully, how she touch her hairs every now and then. I still remember how she used to get irritated as soon as I mess her hairs, those were the golden days, I wish I can get back them.

Manik: "whatever you suggest!"..I placed the ball in her court and now whatever is her wish I'll comply with it. She again looked at me with awestruck expression and I can tell she is surprised by my answer.

Manik : "Don't look at me like that, I exactly knows your poetic sense. And whatever you'll compose it will surely be the best. Mujhe Tum par tumse jyada bharosa hai Nandini. ".. I voiced out because I sensed uncertainty in her eyes about her and My Nandini can never be unsure about her talent. But wait! Why she is looking at me with bewilderment.

Holy shit! I talked about her poetic sense when in this 1 year she never made this public. Shit!

Nandini: "how do you know about my poetic sense?".. she asked with all the confused expression on her face..

Now I need to cover up before I mess up more, it's so true my mind and my heart aren't in my control when she is around and right now I really messed up. What a malfunction of mind to mouth, I could be careful but no me and my foolishness.

Manik : "I had seen your blog! Sometime back I guess.. ".. I tried my best to sound genuine but what if she don't write blog now? Or what if she doesn't even know that she holds a blog?.

Holly hell! Manik Malhotra you're screwed!

She narrowed her gaze on me and frown, how I wish I can understand what she is thinking right now. I need to get into her head but before I could analyze her expressions more, she gave a beautiful charming smile to the one who is standing right behind me. I guess!

I turned around to look whose the lucky person to be awarded with such peaceful smile. Deep down my heart shrink badly with the thought that she has someone else in her life, perhaps! Someone very very special.

Oh good god! The thought itself took my breath and I died thousands of death in this one second.

I turned and found RJ standing right behind looking keenly at Nandini with a warm smile on his face, his eyes shining bright and I can easily figure out his love for her. I smiled sadly with the thought, he has what I don't!