I want to wake you
But then again I don't
I know I probably should
But I know I won't
I want to tell you
Because I dream of death
But I know it won't help
Because I can't take a breath
It hurts, hiding things from you
But I do it anyway
Maybe someday I'll tell
But not today
You do not know
How much this hurts me
To say that what I want
Is to finally sleep