Love is Creativity (Harry Styles & Selena Gomez)

Chapter 27

* ONE WEEK LATER *

Liam POV

"There, it's held up now" I said,
I getting down from a chair I was standing on, sighing as I walk over to the counter,
placing a hammer and some nails on top of it.
"It's lovely, very sweet of you to do love" Danielle sighed,
wrapping her hands my around my waist with her chin on my shoulder.
"She was my niece, I can't forget her"
"None of us can, especially not Selena and Louis.
Not even Harry could"
"Harry loved that child, even if she wasn't his.
He was even willing to become a second father for her" I told her as she nods, kissing my cheek.
"Her name was Emma"
"Selena did say she was going name the baby Emma if she was having a girl.
And, that's why I hung up those on the wall"
I motioned her to the pink and gray letter blocks on the wall,
which it was spelled, 'EMMA'.
I hung it up next above a shelf which had a picture of my mother over it.
The blocks were right beside the picture,
I thought it would be nice to put it there.
"Well, we should get going to the beach.
I'll go see if Selena is ready" Danielle said, before walking off and disappearing while making her way to Selena's room.
I look at the letter blocks on the wall,
as I sighed,
that was my niece who I just lost.
My sister's daughter.

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Selena POV

I opened my ballerina box I got from my mother years ago,
as I twirl the little handle on the box until the ballerina starts twirling slowly as the silent music played.
I was sitting at my desk as I watch the ballerina twirl,
then I look up at my small mirror,
staring at my reflection,
seeing the red puffy eyes, swollen cheeks, and dry tears stained on my face.
Today I was going to the beach to have a small ceremony with the others.
Liam suggested it,
which Louis and I thought it was a perfect idea so we could remember our little girl forever.
Emma.
I was going to name my baby that if she was a girl,
and she did turn out to be.
It's just so sad how I don't have that small bump on my stomach to wake up to every single morning,
that I have those memories of my pain and tears,
seeing my little girl on the clear case when I touched her little lifeless fingers.
I cry every day and night,
I can't eat nor sleep,
I haven't gone to work these past days,
I haven't even see Harry nor anybody else.
I've been very distant,
I don't know how Louis is taking it but I know he's hurting just as much as I am.
Sometimes I just want to travel back in time and fix all those moments on being stressed to being more responsible and careful.
But I can't.
I heard my door slightly open but I didn't bother to look to see who it was,
"Selena, are you ready yet?"
Oh, it was Danielle.
"Yes, I'm ready" I nodded, I stood up from my chair as I swift away any dust particles off my black dress and sweater.
We were all dressing in black,
since the ceremony is kind of like a funeral.
"Do you have the roses?"
"Absolutely"
"Okay.....let's go"

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We finally make it to the closest beach, near New York City,
and park in a private area where no one was around.
"Are you ready?" Harry asked me, grabbing my hand,
squeezing it as I look at him.
"Yeah" I nodded as he gives me a small smirk and a kiss in my forehead,
before we get out of his car,
closing the car doors behind us.
I turn and see three more cars park next to Harry's,
I see Niall and Cher come out of one car,
Louis and Zayn out of the next one,
and Liam with Danielle in the last one.
They walk up to us as soon as we all walk up towards shore,
next to the water.
I had my hand clutched to Harry's hand,
not wanting to let him go of me at all,
Danielle started to past out a rose to each of us,
they all had red roses except me and Louis,
as we got white roses.
We thought that me and Louis should get a different color to let Emma know which are her mommy's and daddy's roses.
I looked at the white rose in my hand,
just twirling it slowly as Liam began to say something.
"Well, I'm sure this is a very tough time for all of us,
especially for Louis and Selena,
but I'm very glad you came to support them for the lost of their daughter and my niece" Liam said, licking his lips as he looks down at the sand,
sighs sadly as he sniffs and looks at all of us.
I sighed as I knew it was my turn to speak,
I know this will be hard.
"I would like to say thank you for coming out to support me, Louis, and even Liam, for the lost of.....Emma" I started out,
"It's funny.....I uh, actually came up with that name from watching a Harry Potter movie,
and having a small argument with Liam over eating his pickles" I told them,
trying to brighten up the mood which did work since they slightly chuckled,
and I even earned a small smirk from Liam.
"Although Emma didn't last very long,
she was special.
Special to all of us.
She was special to Louis, Liam, Harry...." I turned to look at Harry as he sends me a small smirk across his face,
"She was special to me"
After my long speech,
we all decided to now throw the roses into the ocean.
We tied a lime green streamer on each rose,
since I was going to have lime green as one of her theme colors to wear,
so why not?
"Are you guys ready?" Danielle asked,
they all nodded as I looked down at my rose,
gently stroking the petals on the rose.
"I'll go first" Niall volunteered,
walking up to the water as he fixes his black tie on his collar,
"Rest in peace Emma"
Niall threw the rose at the water as I watch it land on the ocean.
"I'll go" Cher said as she walks up to the water,
"Take care baby Emma" she said before throwing the rose on the ocean.
Zayn and Louis goes next,
Louis then breaks down in tears as he near the water,
his hand over his head as he shakes his head.
Zayn rubs his back, comforting him as Louis sniffs,
straightening himself before he nods when Zayn asks him if he's ready.
"Your always in our thoughts Emma" Zayn sighs sadly as he looks at Louis.
"Y-Your always in my h-heart,
d-daddy will never f-forget you" Louis cries, wiping his tears with his thumbs.
I couldn't help but let silent tears stream down my face,
just watching Louis hurting as much as I am.
He and Zayn finally throw their roses over to the ocean as Louis kept crying into Zayn's arms,
his face hiding in his neck.
Liam and Danielle hold hands as they walk up to the water,
Danielle strokes Liam's cheek as he looks above the sky and shakes his head.
He looks at the rose, Danielle looks at him and the ocean.
"Mom....take care of Emma" I heard him say,
I literally gasp of shock and love,
knowing he's asking our mother to care for Emma up in the heavens above.
Liam loved his niece, with all his heart,
"We beg of you, please do" Danielle said.
They both throw the roses to the ocean as they watch the waves move slowly,
Danielle cuddling up to Liam as he wraps his arms around her.
Now it was finally me and Harry.
"Are you ready?" Harry asked me,
not matter how much it'll hurt,
I know I have to be strong and do this.
I nod as he takes my hand,
intertwines our fingers together as we walk to the ocean.
We stood there,
letting the wind blow in our faces,
our hair blowing back.
"Although you weren't mine,
I still loved you as my daughter, Emma.
Take care love" Harry said, throwing his rose at the ocean,
running his fingers threw his windy hair.
And now, it was only me.
I looked at my rose, then up at the ocean.
Looking back and forth,
am I starting to have second thoughts?
Am I really ready to let her go,
move on from the pain?
I shook my head as I broke down into tears, clutching on the rose.
I can't do this. No, I can't.
I think Harry realized what I was thinking, because he immediately ran over to me,
pulling me to the side, towards him as he lays his hands on my cheeks,
wiping my cheeks with his thumbs.
"I-I can't d-do this....I-I c-can't" I cried silently to him as I bit my bottom lip,
hard enough to make it bleed.
"Yes you can, your strong"
"N-No I'm not, I-I'm not strong
e-enough"
"Yes you are, I believe in you Sel.
I know it's hurts so much to the point where you can't take it,
but Emma wouldn't want to see you like this.
She would want to see you happy, not sad.
Be strong for Emma, do it for her" Harry told me, moving the strands of hair off my face from all the wind blowing.
He's right.
Emma wouldn't want to see me like this,
and I know I wouldn't want her to see me like this either.
I nodded as he kisses my forehead,
I walk towards the ocean as I stared out,
watching the waves move slowly as I felt movement inside me.
I can do this.
Tears streamed down my face as I looked at the white rose in my hands.
"E-Emma.....I haven't k-known you
f-for long like I-I wanted t-too......
B-But mommy l-loves you s-so much" I sniffed wiping my tears,
"B-Be safe baby, I-I know y-you will.
G-Grandma is with y-you a-always.
I-I love y-you Emma.....a-always"
I kissed the rose as I looked at ocean,
it's time.
I threw the rose to the ocean,
as I watched it float away with the other roses.
I felt arms wrapped around me from behind,
I looked up and noticed it was Harry's arms which I cuddle into him more.
We all watched as the roses floated away in the ocean,
the wind blowing in all of our faces.
I just closed my eyes, feeling the breeze blow through my face.
I felt a small smile form on my face as I opened my eyes,
knowing Emma and my mother were here with all of us.
I'm glad we did this.
We did this for Emma.

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HEY GUYS, HOW'D YOU LIKE IT?
I thought the gang should of done something for Selena's and Louis's baby, Emma,
So I did this chapter (:
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