DARD...The Pain Of My Heart.

Shikayat

Note: I am dedicating this poem to a very special person of my life.. rohitwatt
You literally came to my life and changed everything.. Thank you so much for each and everything. 😍😘

Sorry guys, for the very long gap.. I was super busy in life. But here I am with another poetry in the dard series.. Hope you will all like it .

Aj shikayat to nhi h is jindgi se..
Koi shikwaah bhi nhi hai..
Khush hu mai aj apne faislo se..
Khud k lie jeene ki icha thi..
Jee rahi hu mai aj khul ke..

Chahti thi hasnaa bina dare..
Hasti hu aj bina ruke..

Mere chehre ki muskaan ab jhuth nhi kehti..
Ankho me nami ab kabhi dard byaan nhi krti..

Dard kya hota h ye bhi bhulne lagi hu..
Apni jindgi ki kitaab kahin rakh k bhulne si lagi hu..

Waqt se jo manga tha waqt kho kr paa liya..
Lagta h ki kahin piche to nhi reh gyi..
Fir lagta h shyad abhi bht jaan baki h mujhme kahin..

Kabhi khud se shikayate krti hu..
Kabhi khud pe ho jata hai naaz..

Kabhi lgta h akeli na ho jaun kahin..
Kabhi lagta h nikl jaun akele he kahin..

Kuch raston me bhatak si gyi thi..
Sochti hu un raston me ghr basa lu..
Yaa nayi manjilo ko pane nikal padun..
Purane khwaabo k piche jaun..
Yaa naye sapne sanjona shuru krun..

Sikayat to nhi hai jindgi se koi..
Par atit k panne kabhi kabhi andhi k jhoko se khul jate h tb..
Askh fir meri palko se beh jate hai..

Samjh he nhi ata ye khushi k ansu hai..
Yaa hai gum ki nami..
In bato pe mai hasun yaa dard me rote jaun..

Khair jo bhi hai..
Jindgi ki shikhwa nhi hai aj..
Kyuki aj jeena mene sikh he liya hai..

Asli matlb is jindgi ka ab jaan chuki hu..
Ki hamesha jeena sirf ye nhi ki dusro ki khushi me khud ki khushi mitaoo..
Kisi ki pehchaan banne k lie ..
Khud ki pehchaan he bhulaado..

Kisi ne hanth tham kar chlna hai sikha diya..
Kisi ne in ashko ko poch kr..
Hasna hai sikha diya..

Pyaar ka asli matlb usi ne sikha diya..
Jisne kabhi pyar ko tha thukraya mere..
Aj usi ne pyaar ko sambhalna mujhe he sikha diya...

Fir kaise ho sikhayat mujhe is khuda se..
Jab mujhe usne khuda.. bs ek usme he dikha diya.

-RASHMI CHOURASIA