DARD...The Pain Of My Heart.

Khudgarz..(self-centred)

Baithi hu chup...
Dil bhi hai sehmaa..
Man cheekh raha hai ki mujhe ab nahi hai rehnaa..

Ye jindgi meri in raho me ruki hue..
Jaise meri khawaahishe meri he manjilo me kahin jhuki hue...

Kaise karun mai shikayat ab khuda se..
Jab mere apne he hain mujhse kuch juda se...

Jab samjha he nahi mere apno ne mujhe.. To fir ye bahri duniya kya janegi...
Ab manaun bhi kise aur kaise..
Jab meri ruh he kuch nahi manegi...

Bahr se dekh ke to sab ne bahut se taane kase hai..
Par na dekh paya koi ye maasum dil..
Jisme bahut se kante chubhe hai..

Kash kabhi koi mehsus karta mere ankho ki nami..
Kash kabhi koi padh pata mere mann ki ye beeti...

Tab fir shaayad mujhe ye darjaa nahi diya jaata..
Aur mera nam bhi khudgarz nahi liya jaata..

-RASHMI CHOURASIA
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A/N: The English translation of the above poem is as follows..

I am silent..
My heart is full of pain..

But my soul is shouting inside..
That i don't want to survive..

This life just stopped in my way...
Like all my desires are falling against my ray..

How can i complaint to my lord..
When my own people are away from my cord..

They never understood me when..
How could this world could understand then..

Now to whom i explain..
When my own soul is in vain..

Looking at my outer side..
People have cursed me when i cried..

But no one had seen this innocent heart..
In which many thrones are stabbed...

May anyone would have felt the tears in my eyes..
May they have read my soul's cries..

Then this status would not have given to me..
And i wouldn't have been called mean..

Hello my dear friends..
I hope you all enjoy reading my poems.. Do vote and comment.. You all are awesome readers and my dear friends.. This poem is dedicated to you all.. And its English translation is dedicated to my Friend MJ...
Mj you are such a sweet friend your support and love means a lot to me dear friend..

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