I'm His Baby

Chapter 1

Jimin's POV

"Alright everyone, take a ten minute break then get back to your positions!"

Those sweet, sweet words that Namjoon yelled were a huge relief to me. I was exhausted, we had been practicing for nearly 4 hours straight.

I decided in this time I should go to the bathroom. After all, it might be hours before our next break.

"Hey guys, I'm going to go to the bathroom real quick."

Some responded, others were talking, I didn't mind anyways. But I noticed as soon as I left the room someone was following me. I turned around and saw Hoseok, who was clearly disappointed in being caught.

"Ya, how did you know I was there?"

I just laughed and kept walking away, slower though so we would walk together. I looked over at him and gave my best puppy look, asking for his forgiveness.

"Aww Jiminie, you're just too cute!" Hoseok threw his arm around my shoulder and brought us close together, squeezing me for a moment.

Ever since we met all of those years ago we have been close. Even if we weren't hanging out with each other all the time and sometimes spent more time with the other members.

There was an unspoken bond between us that we've never questioned. At first, the others asked why we were so close or how we had gotten that way but there really was no answer. We just connected.

We made it into the bathroom and did our business, washing our hands and talking about practice.

On our way back however, I was in deep thought. And it was about the man beside me.

To this day I haven't gotten over my attraction to the other. He's different from anyone I've ever met.

The way that he can go from being happy and easy going to serious and determined in the blink of an eye amazes me. He's never lazy when it comes to other people.

When it comes to our ARMYs he would literally give anything to make them happy.

And when it came to the members he would go even further.

I often feel like I don't deserve to be in the same group as someone so amazing. He takes care of everyone, but especially me. Maybe I'm over thinking it?

I'm well aware that I can be childish and needy, I'm just that kind of guy. I love having the people I care about's attention. I need to know that they do care about me, it's one of my biggest insecurities.

And one day, I was being a little more childish than usual, I wanted to play with Hoseok. I wanted him to give me his attention.

That was the first time I had ever seen him get serious.

We were on a couch, he was sitting normally and I was laying down with my head in his lap. He was playing with my hair, occasionally stroking my neck or chin. I opened my eyes and looked at him.

"Hobi~ lets go play! Or we can watch a movie. I want to do something with you. Come on ~ let's go!"

"Not now Minnie, I'm tired and I just want to sit here. I've been up all night and day practicing and we finally have some free time. If anything I'd rather go take a nap."

By then I had sat up, sitting cross-legged facing him. I was pouting and grabbing his hands, whining about going. I really wanted to do something!

All of a sudden he was grabbing my shoulders and he pushed me down, hurting me with the pressure. His grip tightened and he stared right into me. His face was serious and angry.

Inches apart, I really got a good look at him. He had bags under his eyes so dark they looked bruised. His face was sunken in, clearly from lack of eating. But despite all of this he was beautiful.

It seemed like he realized what he had done, his eyes widened and he instantly got up.

"I'm really sorry Minnie. I'm going to go to the room. I'm sorry."

He started to walk away but I sat up and grabbed his hand before he could go.

"Wait! I'll come with you. We share a room anyways. Do you still want to sleep? If you do can I sleep with you? I know you like the closeness."

Hoseok just stood there. Blank. Showing no emotion. Then suddenly, he started laughing and hugged me tightly.

"I really am sorry Jimin. And yes, I would love for you to come with me. How about we watch a movie and fall asleep after? I want to give you whatever you want."

This was a complicated memory for me. The way he said that, "whatever I want," seemed to hold a double meaning. I don't know what but it was there. We were back to the practice room before I knew it.

I walked to the door then remembered I had been walking with Hoseok. Ahh, how could I blank out completely like that?

I turned back to apologize but saw him staring at me. Why was he staring like that? That's a bit odd and made me flustered. I reached out and grabbed his arm to pull him into the room behind me but he stopped me right before we went in and gripped tight.

"You know I would do anything for you, right?"

What? Where was this coming from?

"Yeah Hyung, I know you would. You're the best!" I just smiled and continued to look at him.

He seemed like he was thinking over what I said. There was something wrong with him today.

"Mm. Okay, let's go in and continue to practice." He smiled and walked past me into the room, leaving me standing there confused.

I walked in and as soon as I did it was time for us to start again. I would have to ask him about it after rehearsal I guess.