Y/n POV.
As I wiped a tear away I was about to walk away when I saw Rick and my father walking towards us I then quickly said
"just let me go so you guys won't get hurt"
then my dad yelled but not too loudly
"why the hell would you think we would let you g-"
my dad was interrupted by my walkie-talkie saying
"Y/n hurry the fuck up I don't get all day"
I then picked up the walkie-talkie and said "be there in a few" right when I said that Carl immediately said "we are not letting you leave we do this together"
as soon as he said that I quickly respond
"you don't know him he would take each one of you down"
as I said that I quickly ran out of the gate as fast as I could hear all of them run after me and yelling my name but then I hid behind a tree so they wouldn't see me as I hear some crying and confused why I left I had a hand over my mouth.
Carl POV.
As we all tried to chase after Y/n it was too late she ran so fast but then as the rest of the group went back I saw her behind a tree I then quickly put my hand over her mouth but then she elbows me making me almost fall and she pulled and gun on me but put it back after seeing it was me she then said
"goddammit Carl let me just go"
I then respond
"do you think I or Daryl or the rest of the group want you to go."
She shook her head but kept walking I then said
"what happens if you don't come back? How am I supposed to live knowing that you could not come back?"
she then turns around and said
"survive somehow"
but then gave me a note and walked away as I walked back to the camp I open the note and it said...
"Carl I know when you read this that means I'm gone and you tried to stop me I know you don't understand now but I will come back I promise and do me a favor every night sing Judith the song you caught me singing. Xoxo -Y/n Dixon
I felt my heart crush but something told me she will be back and soon.
1 week later
Carl POV.
As me and Enid were reading comics on Y/n spot in the woods we heard a stick crack I quickly pulled out my knife and look to see who it was but it was just a walker I quickly killed it but was sad because I thought it was Y/n as me and Enid went back to camp I see the group getting ready in the van I then ran to my dad and asked if me or Enid can come he then nodded and we got in I then see that almost the whole group in the van as we drove I asked
"why is Maggie here shouldn't she get rest"
my dad then answered
"she doesn't feel good so we are going to the doctor"
I then nodded but as we were heading there were this guy's blocking every corner it soon became night and we decided since the guys were blocking us on the road let's head outside and try to go to the doctor but as we all walked outside we heard this whistle and suddenly we were surrounded this guy told us to all sit on the ground and we did but then the man said
"My name's neegan and you people killed my people and that is a big no"
I then realized he is the guy who ruled the watch tower thing (this ain't going to be pretty) just then he said "bring the girl out" we all look confused until we saw..
Y/n POV.
After one week of leaving my base and going back to Negan's he decided to put me in the van as it felt like I was left forever in there I heard him talking and then say
"bring the girl out"
two guys pulled my hands behind my back and pulled me out I see everyone face shocked I wouldn't blame them I was covered with scar and bruises then the two-man push me to neegan then he said
"look at this tough one she is the one who helps me get supplies and look where she is now all cut up and bruised"
he then pushes me to the two men and both of them grabbed my hands behind my back and neegan said
"this is what happens when you try to go back to your base without asking me"
he then punches me in the stomach I then cough out blood. I look at everyone face to see some shocked and some crying I then turn to neegan and said
"why don't you let them go and kill me"
I said harshly I then see Carl sit up and say
"no no no don't hurt her please"
Enid pov.
I then looked at him surprised I felt so heartbroken when carl cheated on me. he now has a new girlfriend I don't hate her because I barely know the hell I will hate me if I was in love with carl and this girl just showed up it sucks man.
it sucks when you like a guy and they don't like you back. it sucks when you change your appearance just for the slightest look at you. it sucks when you pretend to be another person to be someone else.
it sucks when you like a guy and they don't know how it feels when they look at you or god forbid say hi to you. love sucks.
so why do I keep falling for it why do I keep getting trapped in it.
I asked why but I know the answer but then looked at neegan and he said "don't you ever speak to me like that again" then he slapped y/n in the face and made her sit next to Carl.
Carl POV
As Neegan sat Y/n next to me I saw a tear come down her face I then put my hand on her hand and she nodded as a thank you but we both looked away from each other when we both heard Daryl say
"you're going be sorry you did that"
and Daryl punch neegan in the face but then was grabbed by two men holding him down and then they took him to the van. After that neegan said
"Oh now I get it your his daughter and you my boy is Rick's son and are you two in love"
we quickly looked at each other and then back a neegan but then I looked at Enid.
Then neegan said
"Oh now I get it you love this one but not that one"
he pointed at Enid but then at Y/n I looked at Y/n to see her looking at the ground I felt so bad because that not how I felt but I guess It looked like that.
A/n
Omg, it's Negan anyway hope you guys like this chapter and don't forget to comment for ideas and what was your favorite part.
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THE LOST GIRL I FELL IN LOVE WITH Carl Grimes x Reader
Fanfiction"WE FOUND YOU!" "WE TOOK CARE OF YOU!" " AND NOW YOU'RE JUST GOING TO LEAVE US! YOU REALLY SHALLOW THAN I THOUGHT." Y/n was released from Daryl arms and walked up to the boy and said " I Hate You." *~~~~~* She didn't know how to express her feelings...
