I don't want to be depressed anymore
It's gotten to be a "cool" thing
Lord knows I'm not that.
I don't want to be fat anymore
I mean, who does?
I don't want to be ugly anymore
It's becoming overrated.
But I do want to change
I want to be happy
I want the scissors to cut paper
Rather than my skin
I want to lose weight
I want to be happy with myself
I want to smile
And call muse beautiful.
But because that's what I want
I'll never get it.
In fact, I don't want to do any of these
I will
I will change
