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Rhea Crystal

Hi! My name is Rhea. "WOW! What a beautiful name! Really cool! Very special! I love it!" everyone tells me. But I HATE it. I'm not kidding. I really hate it. And my last name is Crystal. Say what? Crystal? Am I a stone or something? It's just so weird.
My name isn't the only thing you should know about me. I have lots of stuff to tell you. But if I told you everything, it wouldn't be so much fun, would it?
So my best friend is Stephanie. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, and she knows it. She is so confident and doesn't care what other people think. And I adore her for that.
We are actually going to shop later on. We love shopping together! We always have so much fun and end up broke. It's hilarious!

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My phone began to ring and I quickly picked it up and put it on speaker. I was home alone, so no one else could hear our conversation.
~Phone convo~
Steph: "Hi! Are you coming or what?" She laughed loudly.
Me: "Hey! Sorry! I totally forgot the time! I'll be there in a min!"
Steph: "Better be!"
I hung up and hurried downstairs to the hall. I dressed up in casual clothes; a sweater, a skinny jacket, pants and some pink converse.
I jumped into the first cab I saw and drove off to the mall.
I live in a big city called "The big pearl", but its real name is Seaside City. It's very close to the ocean and has over 1 million people living in it. Quite a lot!

I paid the cab driver 10 dollars and jumped out of the black car. I hurried across the street and into the huge, blue mall. I love it here, it's so huge, but still so peaceful.
-Hey, girl! a familiar voice spoke.
-Hey, Steph! I missed you! We laughed, hugged and continued walking to one of our favorite shops. It's called La Luna and has everything, and I mean EVERYTHING!
-Any news? I asked casually and looked towards Stephanie.
-Nope, you?
-No.
We have agreed on never doing things without letting each other know first. That's why we ask things like this.

We continued walking down the huge hall. Two tall boys came walking slowly towards us. The first one had the most beautiful hazel eyes and light brown hair I have ever seen before. He winked at me and kept walking with his friend. Oh my god! -Did you see that, Stephanie? He winked at me! I said surprisingly.
-Oh my god, look how cute his friend looks! Damn!
Stephanie licked her lips. We turned around to look at those handsome boys a little more. They looked so freaking hot.
We forgot about them, or maybe we didn't forget them, but we realized that what we wanted, was never gonna happen.
We had a great day. We drank coffee and ate cupcakes at Starbucks, shopped till we dropped and now we were heading home. Almost forgetting about those boys.
-Sorry! I said bumping into a tall, hard body. The head of the body turned around and looked at me. It was the guy who winked at me! What a crazy day!
-No problem, ma'am.
I giggled and kept walking with Steph until she pulled me to the side and started whispering.
-Rhea?
-Yeah?
-Can we go back?
-I thought you were going to ask about something serious! But seriously, haven't you had enough shopping? Hahaha! Steph is so funny, she makes me laugh all the time.
-No, that's not what I meant! I mean go back to the boys! I caught that boy looking at me, and he's hot!
-Of course he looks at you, everybody does! Just look at yourself! I giggled.
-Aaah! Rhea! Just come on! Do something risky for a change! Stephanie looked at me, begging.
-Ok, okay. But then you make us dinner!
-Of course! Stephanie took my hand and ran with me to the boys. They were still standing at the same place that we left them and Steph immediately starting talking to that boy and pointing at me.
What is she doing? I don't want anything to do with her if this is like last time!
Okay, I think I have to tell you about last time we were together. So, Stephanie wanted me to have a boyfriend. I mean, we are 19 years old, so I guess we should hurry up. Or that's what she thinks. But I can wait, really. I don't have to hurry that much. I don't want kids, so I don't have to hurry, right?
Anyway, she walked over to a boy at the beach and pointed at me. I thought she was just saying that I was her best friend or something, but when he came over later, he asked me on a date! She had been saying that I thought he was cute! And I thought he was cute, but she couldn't tell him that!
-Hey!
My body jumped and I turned around to see that boy again.
-You don't have to be afraid of me, alright? he said smirking.
-You just scared me, I said, wondering where to place my hands. Or actually wondering where to place my body. I felt so uncomfortable being around him. He winked at me you know, and that's just awkward.
-So have I seen you before?
-Yeah, earlier today, I don't think you remember, I said. I couldn't care less right now. All I wanted was to get home and watch Netflix.
-Of course I remember you! You're that pretty girl I saw beside La Luna!
-If you remembered me, why did you ask then?
I hate fake boys like him. Asking questions they already have the answer to. It's just so FAKE!
I went over to Stephanie, but she was far too busy to talk to me. Her mouth was long down that boys throat and I felt like I was going to puke. I know it's normal to kiss, but I just felt sick. I just felt ill. I ran to the nearest toilet and threw up in it. I wiped my face with a wet paper roll and put my middle long hair up in a little bun.
-Are you okay? My stalker boy leaned against the door frame when I got outside.
-You have to stop doing that! I said annoyed. He frightened me!
-Doing what? He giggled and followed me.
-I know the way to the cab. It's alright, I said, feeling more and more annoyed. -Don't you have the drivers license yet?
He asked curiously.
-No, I said, never looking at him.
-Why are you like this? he said. He was clearly annoyed too.
-Like what?
-Being rude? he said rudely.
-I don't even know your name? What the hell? I almost shouted. I ran away from him. Out of the hall, out of the mall, over the street, into a cab and home. I texted Stephanie. She was going to eat at home, so I guess I will have to cook, even though she said she would. She always says she's gonna do things, but she never really does them. Last year she told me that she would stop finding boys for me, and you see how that went...