Unexpected

Forgiveness? What's That? [21]

Paige

"On purpose? Why?" Seth looked at me with a look in his eyes that I have never seen before. Well, he has a lot of explaining to do. Seth than sat down the the bed next to where I was laying down. I gave him a look before he started talking.

"Well... I'm going to be honest with you. I was scared. I could tell that you were scared, too. There was a lot on my mind at that time. I wasn't thinking about doing what I did, but then it kind of just happened." He stops and takes a deep breath. "I'm just not ready to be a father yet. There is so much more I... WE could do before we have kids."

He then looks at me for clarification. I don't respond for a little bit and I can tell that he was nervous. "So just because you were scared... you did that?" I look at him and see that he's looking down at the floor, obviously avoiding my eyes. "We could've talked about this! If you told me how you truly felt, we could've discussed something. Even if it meant getting an abortion," I saw looking away. I obviously didn't want to but it would've been better than what happened.

"Saraya... I'm--" "Colby, leave me alone for a little bit," I tell him. I then get up and leave the room. I just need to get my mind off of things. I called Stephanie and I kinda felt bad at for calling her since she's busy with her newborn son. But she wasn't mad at all. Reasons why I love her.

Now that I think about it, Seth and I need a break, at least until I can forgive Seth and everything can go back to normal.

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It is now February. Yea, Seth ended up staying with Roman after the whole scenario after Christmas. I just stayed at my apartment by myself with people occasionally coming to see me. Whenever I went to work, I would avoid Seth just so I wouldn't cause a scene.

I am currently at FastLane. I'm not sure if I have a match or not but I should be finding out soon. "Hey Paige," Brie says, hugging me from behind. I hug her back, my embrace being tight. "Hey Briezee. How have you and Bryan been?" I asked. Apparently, Bryan is being forced to tomorrow night on RAW. "We've been good. Bryan is bummed that he can't wrestle anymore but after Mania this year, we can start trying to have kids," Brie tells me, a smile on her face.

"How've you been? With the whole Seth situation?" Brie asked. When she said his name, I kinda just shivered. I haven't talk to him since that day. "Raya, you need to talk to him. I can tell that you miss him," Brie told me. "Ugh I know. But what he did... can I really forgive him for that?" I go quiet for a minute. "I do miss him and love him. But... I just don't know." Brie nods. At least I have friends who understand me.

"Well it's your choice, Raya. I'll see you around," Brie says, giving me a hug before walking away. I sat on a crate, just thinking things through. The break was nice, but I think it's time to get things back on track.

Seth

Even though I am not wrestling because of my injury, I still go backstage. It's better than staying home and doing nothing. Physical therapy has been going great. I've been kind of lonely though since I am staying with Roman for the time being. After the whole thing with Paige, we decided to take a break from our relationship. It is for the best.

I was just in a meeting with creative to discuss a good time for me to return. I went into my private locker room and when I entered, I saw Paige sitting on the couch. "Look, I just want to talk," Paige said, "Then I'll leave you alone if that's what you want." I close the door behind me before sitting next to her. We look at each other for a few minutes before she speaks up.

"Okay. Look I know what happened a few months ago was terrible and that you probably didn't mean what you did. But we still could've talked about it. And I have now come to my senses after thinking for a while and I..." she goes quiet for a minute before speaking again, "I forgive you. Now if you don't wanna see me ever again, I'll leave you alone. I'm not sure if we get back together is the best thing. But just know I still love you and--" That's when I kissed her on the lips.

Surprisingly, she kissed back. It was just what I need at this point. "I've missed you, Paige," I tell her. She then smiles. "Well, let's have some fun tonight. I'll take you out to dinner and then we can do other things later." She then laughs and agrees to the idea. I'm happy that I have her back. I didn't like this break but we honestly needed it.

After we got back to the hotel room we did a few things if you know what I mean. Wink wink. Haha, anyways. After we had finished, she put her head on chest and cuddled up next to me. "I missed you so much," she told me, her tone of voice sleepy. "I missed you too, Paige," I told her and kissed her forehead. I can feel her breathing slow down as she was falling asleep. I wouldn't have it any other way.

A/N: Hey guys! I'm so sorry that this took so long to write. There were some problems with saving and the fact I got busy. But I'm back! I hope you enjoy this chapter! It's not my best so bare with me. Please comment and vote. Bye for now my fellow readers! :)