chapter 5: I'm sorry

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I woke up from my bed. The very first thing I do is I'll putting my hands to both of my breasts.  Is not like I'm doing this for fun or what.

I always wish to be a guy back. I fondled my breasts. It still there. Damn! I put my hands to the lower part. I don't have that thing. Damn..

I open my fridge and took a box of milk and more proteins.

Why?

Obviously I want to be tall at least like before. And proteins is for my muscle.

I'm doing this everyday.

I took my phone hoping for any good news for myself.

An email from my ne chan.

Ryou chan, don't forget to come to the xxx agency this friday. You got an audition for modelling this weekend ! (♡˙³˙)

I smiled. Yeay! I might get a job! I miss modelling so much!

I took my school uniform on. I want to play basketball for today!

I looked at the mirror. Even I'm in this body I'm sure I still can play like before!

I smiled. (๑´ㅂ'๑)♡*.+゜

I comb my hair and let it down since I don't really good with girls hair fashion.

Let's go to the school and hoping for a miracles.
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When I walked to the school hall I can see many people watched me like I'm a weird girl.

Why?

The boys not greeting me like hi or ohayo like always. The girls looked at me like they want to kill me.

What's wrong with them? I smiled and hi my classmates. "Ohayo minna!" I smiled once I enter the room.

The others hi me back.

"Kise chaaan!" Haruka waved at me from her seat.

"Hi hi Haruka chan" I smiled. She looks so happy. And why she smiles like that? Perverted face?

I walked to her and asking what is actually going on?

"You don't checked your line yet?" she showed me her phone.

"what line?" I don't really understand.

She gave me her phone and I check. It's our class group.

Damn!

I forgot this thing!

It's a pic of me and Akashicchi hugging to each other last time. Its so embarrassing!  among people existed in this world, why is Akashicchi?!

I remembered that day, I was crying like insane in his arm. Two guys hugging in public. My face automatically redden.

I'm stupid!

I bite my lower lip. God help me. I want to kill myself rightnow. (>\\\\<)

Damn it! Why I let him hugging me! Why I cried in his arm! Omg why me! I want to kill myself. Where should I hide my face now!

Two guys hugging each other! Noooooo~

So Yaoi! /(>\\\\<)\

I have the urge to hit my head to the wall right here right now.

"Now, everyone know about your relationship..  So you can date him properly now." Natsume chan sling her hand to my shoulder from back.

Damn it! Not him. I want tk date a proper girl! Not guy! I'm not gay! I literally screamed inside. ( >\\\o\\\<)9

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