you mention your brother
i think it hurts me
more than you
i relate to him
i feel hopeless
sad
depressed
but he's gone and
i cant bring him back
i'd do anything
to give him back to you.
i just want you
to be happy
to dream
and laugh
and cry out of happiness.
i dont want the loss
to linger in the back of your mind
i want it to go fuck itself
JE LEEST
A Whole Melancholy of Lovers
Poëziea book of poetry written for the boy i love the most, and maybe a few others