dear calum,
you died two months ago, and i am all alone. i miss you, and i need you to come back. i'm dying, did you know you can die of a broken heart? is this what that feels like? i wanna let go. i do, but i realize you did what you did to help me.
i love you and i need you and i want you to creep up behind me and say it was a joke and i think you should come back and love me. but i know it won't happen, nothing good ever happens. so i'm writing this letter to the dead.
but it's okay, i love you, loved you, whatever.
goodbye, my lover
sincerely, your star-crossed lover
