To see her Smile (Antisepticeye X reader)

Chapter 20: Nothing...

"Heh, anyway sorry for making you wait Y/n... Whatcha drawing?" The girl with black hair asked. The Y/n girl quickly shut it, "Nothing important... Anyways are we going or not?" "Oh! Okay! Let's go!" The squealer said as she took the red haired girl's SnapBack. "GIVE ME MY FUCKING HAT... OR I WILL END YOU!!!" The red haired girl screamed yelled as she chased the squealer, "g-guys can y-you just c-calm d-down!" Said the black hair girl as she chased the red haired girl. I watched as Y/n picked up her backpack and her book and walked behind with a smile... Wow... Her smile... She's actually really cute when she smiles, I stared at her as she walked off.

Why didn't I kill her? I touched my forehead but when I did, I was sweating. I placed a hand on my heart and it was beating at thousand miles an hour. "What the fook!?" I asked out loud, "What the fook is wrong with me!?" I've... Ive never felt that before... What the hell was that?! I know that feeling... Jack has told me about this feeling... Do... Do I have feelings for that girl?

I chuckled remembering those times, I didn't exactly knew what love was, I've never felt it before so i guess that kinda surprised me that day. Remembering all those good times I had with Y/n, I miss the way her eyes would sparkle in the night, the way she spoked that made my heart melt and... That smile of hers, that made me feel like that happiest person in the world. When I'm with her, she makes me forget about my mistakes, she makes me feel so different... And now... With ought her... I feel so empty inside, I miss having her by my side, to hold my hand. To just have her wrapped around my arms. As I was walking, I remembered that time, when Y/n sung, she sounded like an angel.

I remembered that night she asked if I could sing, I can't... I'm not a very good singer, but even when I told her that, she kept insisting that I sang. It was adorable every time she used those eyes, I just could say no to my princess. I chuckled remembering when she'd call me her 'leprechaun' as I continued to walk threw the forest I began to sing...

|~Play Music~|

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks
Will help me to forget her
But after one to many I
Know that I'm never
Only they can see where
This is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy
But to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
So I, dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing, nothing)

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if we're face to face then she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step I take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting, she'll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
So I, dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing)

She said nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Ohh, sometimes love's intoxicating
Ohh, you're coming down, your hands are shaking
When you realize there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
So I, dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing)

She said nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing (nothing, nothing, nothing)

I got nothing [x3]

When I finished singing i felt tears stream down my face, as I was still walking threw the woods I saw a light, when I followed it, I noticed I was in the town, I saw a coffee shop and I walked straight towards it, before I crossed the street an ambulance rushed right pass me. "Jesus Fook'n Christ!" I said as I crossed the street. Once I entered, there wasn't that many people inside. I took a seat and looked outside the window as it began to rain like hell.

"Excuse me can I get you something?" I blonde waitress asked, "Do you have black tea?" I asked, she nodded, "Then I'll have black tea, thanks" I said with a fake smile. She nodded and with that she left. I stared at the window, when I suddenly I could hear some people talking behind me until. "Did you hear what happened on route 36?" I heard a lady say, "No? Why what happened?" asked a man. "Apparently people are saying that some girl was run over, thank god someone called the ambulance, luckily the girl was rushed to the hospital" the woman said with a worried tone.

Wait... Wh- I was cut off as my phone began to ring, I picked it up and saw it was Jack... I hesitated but I answered it... "Jack... *sigh* I'm sorry about snapping at you guys I shou-" "ANTI WHERE ARE YOU!?" Jack interrupted me, "Woah, woah what's wrong Jack!?" I asked getting worried.

"It's Y/n..."

|~A/N~|
(1934 words)

FINISHED! Sorry it took a while, it's just I haven't been feeling well... But I think I'm feeling better now. That and I owe you guys this chapter XD

And I wanted to thank crazy_yandere-chan who suggested the song 'Nothing' I legit did not know about the song and when I heard it, I thought it was perfect for the chapter but I wouldn't have found it if not for Yandere-chan so thanks for the suggestion, I really appreciate it. So again Thanks you my fellow half-breed :D

Also what the heck!? I can't thanks you guys enough for the 25k!!! I can't describe how happy I am, I'm glad you guys are enjoying the story :)

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And as always I'll see you... In the next Chapter... Buh- Byyyeeeee!!!

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