I Wish You Were Mine (boyxboy)

Being with you made me realize what I can not have. (boyxboy)

Good day folks!

Do you felt being lonely and sad because you felt that there's no one there for you? Do you wish to have someone to talk to? Do you wish that this someone makes you special? Do you want to be like the others who found their love? Do you always believe that there's someone out there looking for you?

What if you found someone you've been looking for? Is this someone worth everything you have and you will have? Is this someone can make sacrifices that you'd rather choose to be with someone you love?  Do you think that this someone is truly worth calling "the one", "true love", "forever", and "yours"?

Do you think your efforts are enough to make this someone stay beside you? Is this someone appreciate you that way you did to them?

What if not?
What if what they say are the opposite of what were happening between you two?
What if this love of yours is against all odds?

What will you do?

Characters:
Carl
Brent

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Carl' POV

It's been three years. Three whole years that we've been together. Three whole years that I'm in love with him. I can't help it. He do things that always made me moved and feel special to him. From the way he help me with chores, help me study Math, join me when I am alone, look at me when I'm sad and sick and tired, caress my hair, care for my well being, act to be cute in order to make me laugh, joke about things to make me giggle and from the way he say "I LOVE YOU" randomly and after we argue.

These things I can't live without. Without him. I can't bear a thought like that. Without him, I'm lost, vulnerable and pitiful. I am not that way before I met him. I am always cheerful, independent and always shy and reserved. I remember before we met, I am the loudest student in our class, always happy, always cracks jokes, always teases everyone, always jolly. I always tend to be independent in a way that if I can do it alone, I don't bother anyone just to help me. I always think that with that kind of thinking, people might think I am a burden so yeah, I am independent. But with all of that, I am always shy and reserved person outside of my circle, I tend to stay quiet to strangers and acquiantances but soon after I got comfortable with them, I will become talkative and cheerful.

That's how he met me.

While he, Brent, is somewhat a center of attention. People tend to look out for him just to be him. They always say that he has the qualities of a successful person someday. Good built, intelligent, has a very good sense of humor, people smart, and handsome. Students in the campus barely know me but Brent is far more famous than I am. I think he is smarter than me 'cause I think he has a higher grade than I have.

But how we met?
WE ARE ROOMMATES.

We both apply to be resident in the school dorm and fate leads us to the same room. And that's how our story starts.

Later on, we become friends and best friends 'til one day, I decided to open up myself more to him by letting him know that even though I am cheerful and jolly on the outside, I am empty inside and oh, that I am gay.

And unexpectedly, he casually accepted it like he already know. I ask him how'd he knew and he just said that he felt it 'cause he has been observing me from the start. And after that, I am sure that he is worth trusting.

After each day, I learn more about him too.  He tend to sleep while reviewing. He always wants to study at night specifically 12 midnight to 3 am. He has this habit of biting the skin of the lips randomly. He sweat a lot when he's nervous. He always wants to chill even when it's crunch time. I found out that he is also a ordinary person that everyone cannot see. Brent is also a human.