Because of you ~ Conor Maynard

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   I wake up to a silent house, memories of last night slowly coming back. I pull my phone off the bedside table and check my notifs. Nothing new.
   As I was on instagram a certain picture caught my eye. My heart instantly stopped. It was a picture from last night when me and Conor kissed?! Was someone stalking us?! It was taken from the window beside the bed.
   It was to late, millions of people have already seen it. The comments didn't look to good either

"OMG IS THAT ALEXA AND CONOR!!??"

"OMG"

"YESS I HOPE THIS WAS REAL"

"NO THAT SLUT CANT HAVE CONOR!"

"THAT BITCH IS WAY UNDER CONORS LEAGUE."

I have to tell Conor about this. I quietly make my way downstairs just in case the boys have a hang over.
   I almost call out Conors name until I realize he is on the phone. His back is turned to me so like the nosey person I am I decided to listen.
   "No baby, please I'm sorry! I know I messed up. It was just a kiss!"
   Wait, is this about me? Does Conor have a girlfriend?
   "It meant nothing, I don't even like her in that way. I promise you are my one and only. Wait please don't hang up, wait- damn it."
   I feel a tear slide down my cheek. Did he really mean that?
   "Alexa?! Did you hear that?" He asks, worry laced in his voice. "It meant nothing huh? So it wasn't amazing? I mean nothing to you?" I say, now multiple tears streaming down my face.
   "What I said wasn't true, I really loved it." Conor says walking towards me.
   Suddenly I hear the door open and a few voices. Great the boys are back.
   "Don't touch me." I say in a shaky voice. The boys stop dead in the tracks like a deer in headlights.
    "Thanks for making me feel like shit Conor." I cry. I push past the boys and run down the stairs still crying.
   I hear Jack calling for me but I keep running. But I'm not that fast. I feel two strong arms wrap around me. "Alexa wait!" He says turning me around. Its Jack.
   "What happened?" He asks, wiping a tear from my cheek.
"You probably have seen the video. Everyone has seen it!" I cry out. Jack bites his lip and pulls me into a hug.
   "And Conor said it meant nothing and that I meant nothing. I feel like shit." I cry into his shoulder.
   "Let me walk you home and then I will go back and talk to Conor." Jack says and begins walking with me in his arms. "we were just hanging out last night and it just happened." I say quietly. "Shh, it wasn't your fault. It was my dumb ass of a brother's fault." he says, obviously angry.
   "I'm kinda nervous Jack, I mean who took that video, it really scares me." I say as we walk into the lobby of the Jaspar flat. "And what will our fans think?" I ask worriedly.          Jack opens the door and walks me to the couch. I feel my vision start to blur and i become really shaky. "Alexa?!" Jacks voice sounds really far away. "Alexa, calm down. I'm here, everything is okay." I don't know who is talking but i slowly start to calm down. I slowly open my eyes to see Caspar, Joe, Josh, and Conor...    "Thank god you're okay." Conor says. I flinch away and stand up. "I'm fine..." I say coldly, storming off to my room. I slam the door and sit at my makeup table.
   I sigh and put my head in my hands. "Why." I whisper to myself. I can hear shouting from the living room and it doesn't sound good.
   "I was put under pressure because of Grace! I didn't know what else to say on the phone." Conor says, obviously hurt. But why?
   "You are going to go in there and talk to her damn it. She doesn't deserve to be feeling down." I here Caspar yell.
   I hear footsteps getting closer to my door. Shit. I sit on my bed to pretend like I wasn't listening.
   I hear three knocks on the door. "Come in." I say quietly. Conor opens my door with a half smile. "If you came to make me feel even worse, go ahead." I whisper, not looking up from my hands.
   Conor sighs and sits beside me. "Alexa listen, yes I had a girlfriend, yes I said some horrible things on the phone, but I said those things because I was under pressure and I didn't know what to say." I'm fully looking at Conor now, trying to tell if these words are forced.
   "To be honest that kiss was amazing, fucking amazing. I broke up with my girlfriend because I want to be with someone else. I want to be with the girl with the laugh that brings smiles to everyone, I want to be with the girl with the beautiful smile, I want to be with you Alexa. So please, can you forgive me and be my girlfriend?" Conor says smiling while looking into my eyes.
   I can tell the words he spoke were genuine. I pulled him into a bone crushing hug. "Yes." I say into the crook of his neck.
   I look into his eyes and see them flicker down to my lips.
He then crashes his lips to mine. I put my hand behind his head deepening the kiss. He licks my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I deny Which makes him groan. I smile into the kiss and pull away.
   "I won't let you down." Conor whispers, pecking my lips. I look down and start to feel worried. "Conor? What about that video. All our fans have seen it and someone was obviously stalking us." I ramble on.
   Conor takes my hands in his and looks me straight in the eyes. "How about we make a video to announce we are dating and that the video was taken without our permission." He says, instantly making me feel better. There is something about this boy.
   "Okay, but what about the boys. We have to tell them." I say, biting my lip.
   "We'll do it soon, you know, keep them waiting." He smirks. I pull myself onto his lap and begin kissing him. Conor licks my bottom lip and this time I let him enter.
   The kiss began to get heated but before anything could happen I pulled away. Conor pouts. "Not tonight." I say as I put my head on his shoulder.
    Suddenly there was a knock at the door. I quickly get off of Conor and made sure my hair was fixed.
   "Come in." I say. Jack comes in with a smile on his face. "Have you made up?" Jack asks cautiously. We both nod and he jumps on the bed and hugs us. I laugh as he scoots between me and Conor.
   "So has anything happened?" Jack asks wiggling his eyebrows. "Oh for gods sake Jack." I laugh hiding my face. "And no nothing happened." Conor adds.
   "Shame, well the boys went to bed and Josh left. So I'm going to leave. You coming Conor?" Jack asks. "I'll be home in a little bit." Conor says, glancing at me. Jack smirks and nods. "Ok see you later." Jack says and leaves the room. 
   As Jack shuts the door Conor pulls me into a kiss. As he pulls away I yawn. "Tired?" He asks. I nod and snuggle into his side. Conor pulls my duvet over us and the warmth of his body makes me even more tired.
   "Sleep princess." Conor whispers while pushing hair out of my face. I smile and feel myself begin to drift off into sleep.

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YAY! THEY HAVE MADE UP!
Any who, I don't really have much to say so bye!