JOSHLER •• I rely on you ••

Goner

Josh please answer me. I'm sorry.
Please call me back.

Josh please pick up my calls. I'm really really sorry.

Josh please everyone is worried about you. Where the hell are you?
Your house is locked and I'm really worried. Sorry Josh. Im sorry.

•••••

Where the hell is Josh, I'm worried sick about him. Mark was at Tyler's place panicking and pacing around the room.

Why is he not picking up anyone's calls? Not even momma duns.
Michael exclaimed worried.

Tyler cmon man. You have to tell us what went down. I know that you definitely know what's up with him. Mark said sitting down next to Tyler.

" I-I dont know" Tyler whispered

God Josh where are you.
Tyler whispered trying to hold back tears.

•• Josh ••

"Tyler calling"
I put the phone away as collapse on the bed. I've been spending my days curled up in this bed. I know that people get cheated on a lot. Maybe I'm overreacting but getting cheated on by anyone else wouldn't hurt half as bad as it's with Tyler.

He's my best friend. The one person I've trusted more than anyone. I didn't expect this from him.

It's him.

I've always taken my anger and frustration out by hitting my drums as hard as I can but this time, even drumming isn't helping. I haven't touched my drums in 4 days. This is the longest I've been away from them but I just cannot get myself to go and play when everytime I play the drums all I remember is, Tyler.

Tyler sitting next to me smiling widely as I show him the new beats I've come up with. Tyler clapping softly when I end a set just to make sure that I feel appreciated. I never thought that someone could have such an impact on me that I'd stop drumming for them.

I'm in love. I'm madly in love with him and it's killing me to think that Jenna is more important than me.
Even. After. Everything.

~ Flashback ~

Josh please tell me what's wrong. Tyler says putting a hand on Josh's shoulder comforting him softly.

Debby found someone.
Josh whispers trying not to choke on my own words.

I'm sorry. Tyler says pulling Josh in a hug. Josh winces as Tyler touches his hand.

"Josh. Show me your hand."
Tyler says terrified.

Josh puts his hand forward and as Tyler rolls up his sleeve he can't help but shed a tear seeing that Josh has gone back to his old ways.

It's too much for Josh to take and he breaks down hugging Tyler.

I- I really miss her and seeing her with someone else is just..heartbreaking. Josh says in between sobs.

It's okay Josh. I know how you're feeling but please please don't do anything to hurt yourself.
It hurts me when you hurt yourself.
Tyler says tears welling up his eyes.

I don't know Tyler. I just don't know. What's so wrong with me that everyone I love, just.. leaves.
Josh is sobbing hard choking on his words.

I didn't leave. I'll never leave. Tyler whispers. I'll never replace you or cheat on you. You're my best friend Josh and I don't know if I tell you this enough but, you're the most important person in my life and I couldn't even think of leaving you because honestly, I'm no good without you. Tyler is now running his fingers through Josh's hair as he comforts him.