My Name is Demonaise the Queen of Bitches ❤

chapter three.

Akira's Pov.

iba na sya. yung mata nya bakit ganon? ibang iba sa dating sya. bakit parang nakaka takot na syang kasama? nakaka takot na syang titigan sa mga mata nya.

di naman ganun yun dati a? ang dating mata nya e yung masiyahin yung parang walang problema? yung tipong pag tinignan mo yung mata nya noon mapapa ngiti ka nalang. pero ngayon halos emotionless na yung mata nya. ang cold nya tumingin. nakaka takot.

Btw. I'm Akira Lim 15 years old. one more thing. Maganda ako. yun lang ^.^!

"Akira-bae napapansin mo rin ba?" malungkot na tanong ni Kim.

"uhmn.. *sigh* oo. lalo na yung mata nya" naka yukong sagot ko. nandito kami ngayon sa classroom wala pa kaming Prof. ewan ko kung nasan na yun.

nung dumating si Chloe kanina nakita Kong parang may Mali. kadalasan kasi kapag dumadating yan sisisgaw yan ng Good morning na pagka lakas lakas. lagi din syang ngumingiti di mo yan makikitang nahihirapan o kaya malungkot. kasi lagi syang naka ngiti kahit nasasaktan na sya ng sobra. kaya napamahal na yan sa karamihan dito kahit sa mga teachers , janitors , janitress at kahit aso , pusa , daga , ipis , palaka , ibon , ahas , isda at kalabaw kasundo nyan oo parang baliw lang diba? lagi nyang sagot kapag nag tatanong kami kung bat nya kinakausap ang mga hayop? ang sagot nya lagi....

"kasi para din silang tao. may damdamin din sila. kaya dapat pahalagahan natin sila. kausapin , samahan at paka inin. kasi ganun ang ginawa nila lagi *smile*"

yan yan ang mga linya nya kapag yun ang tanong namin. natatawa nalang kami minsan. naalala ko tuloy nung grade 3 kami haha. inaway nya yung batang inaaway ang pusa.

*flashback* ( grade 3 )

nag lalakad kami dito sa hall way habang nag ku kwentuhan ganito kami lagi. masaya kasi si Chloe parang tange haha. kasi kanina may pulubi na humingi ng pagkain nya tapos binigay naman nya kahit alam nyang fav. nya yun tapos gawa pa yun ng mama nya. alam ko din na gutom din sya kaya ang ginawa namin ni Kim shinare namin sakanya ang food namin. ayaw nya lang tanggapin kasi sabi nya nakaka hiya daw pero wala naman syang nagawa kundi ang kumain din kaya umupo kami sa bench at kumain.

"hoy pusa bat mo kinain yung mamon ko?!! "

"meow"

"nakaka inis kang pusa ka! e kung itapon kaya kita!?!"

nagulat kami nung tumayo si Chloe. "hoy batang abnormal na lalake!! bat mo inaaway yung pusa ha?!!" Chloe.

"it's none of your business." boy.

"hoy! wag kang mag English! nasa Philippines ka! alam mo bang may feelings din yang pusang yan?!! nasasaktan din yan! kaya wag mo syang saktan dahil lang sa nagutom sya! e ikaw di kaba nagugutom?! sya palaboy na pusa lang! ikaw mayaman ka! e kung ikaw kaya maging palaboy tapos sya naman ang mayaman?! tapos nagutom ka din tapos ginawa mo yung ginawa nya tapos nagalit din sya sayo tapos sinabi nya sayo yung mga sinabi mo kanina. anong mararamdaman mo?!" Chloe.

namangha kami sakanya dahil sa galing nyang mag paliwanag. kahit yung batang lalaki di nakapag salita.

*end of flashback*

Chloe is a type of person who will make you happy. she wants to see everyone with a smile on their faces.

she was the one who makes everyone happy. but , when she needed someone to make her happy no one's there for her. not even us. why? cause in 15 years we didn't see her sad or crying or helpless, every time we see her eyes we can't say that she has/had a problem. sad to say we can't make her happy.

do we really need someone to make us happy?

...................................

Chloe's pov.

wala akong maramdaman.

am I that numb? cause I can't feel the pain. but my tears are falling down to my cheeks.

sh*t! why the hell is this happening?

where I am? I really don't know.

I hate this feeling.

I felt betrayed by my own mother.

but.

is she really my mother?

why am I the only one who can feel this hell?! first my boyfriend/best friend broke up with me cause of a f*ckin' bet. second my cousin make me feel stupid. third I am adopted and fourth I don't know where am I.

tears are falling. hopes are beginning to fall apart. heart is beginning to be broken into pieces.

I just saw my self sitting in the highway I don't know why. I want to take a rest.

*beeeeeeeeeeppppppp!!!!!!*

"miss alis!"

I'm so tired. take me please?!

"iha ano bang ginagawa mo jan? halika ang lakas lakas ng ulan. magkaka sakit ka nyan."

"I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of lying. I'm tired on loving someone who can't love me back. *sob* I just want to know the truth. all my life I believe in a lie I did not just believe in a lie I've live in a lie *sniff*"

I want to be dead. God can't take me?

can Satan take me?

give me a sign.

*everything went black*

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~ Yes , we need someone to make us happy.

~ but what if that person was the one who hurted you the most? would you still love him whatever it takes?

~ would you still love him even if he already forgotten about you?

~ Why do we have to fall in love with the wrong guy?
- because it's the only way to learn new things we don't know yet.

 
                                                      - Queen A.❤