On the way back, Zayn was flirtatious. I know Maro doesn't like him because she cheated on him and never explained to him the truth. So if I get him, she won't be mad.
We arrived.
"Thanks Zayn!" I gave him a kiss on the cheek.
"No problem." he kissed my cheek too. I got out and went in my room.
"where were you and who's that guy in the car?"Maro asked me before I enter my room.
" I was at school. I was walking home because mom couldn't bring me back and the buses already left so I had to walk. On my way back, Zayn passed by me so he asked me if I wanted a ride back home, I said yes because I was so tired. That's it."
" Zayn, do you like him?"
"I don't know."
"If you like him, tell me. I don't care about him anymore. I like someone else anyways."
"Really? that's cool. I don't know I mean he's really nice, sweet, handsome he's just perfect!"
"Yeah."
"But I hope he isn't one of these cheaters."
"No don't worry, he's not."
"Thank god." if Zayn was a player like Harry, I would die.
"So you like him. huh?!"
"Well when he was flirting with me in the car, I had butterflies." Why did I mention the flirting part. ugh I hate myself.
"Aw that means you like him."
"I guess. Anyway who's that guy you like?"
"You won't get mad?"
"No why would I?"
"Promise?"
"Yes I promise!"
"Harry."
"What????!!!!" I yelled. Why am I so jealous? I never really dated him or anything!
"I'm sorry."
"No it totally fine I was just.... surprised." I lied.
"Yeah right."
"I don't care!"
"Fine."
"I have to go do my homework I have tons."
"Alright see you at dinner."
"Kay." I went upstairs and sat on my comfortable bed. I feel sick. I stared at the ceiling and started thinking.
Why am I jealous? Do I like Zayn? I do! I had butterflies in my stomach when he flirted with me! What about Harry? I like Harry more but I should move on. The thing is that he's just perfect!
Ugh a lot of thoughts!!! I hate that! I should pick one. Zayn. Tracy's deal is a big deal for me. Harry make problems. He's a bad boy but nice in a way that not everyone see's it.
Tracy WILL get him. I am sure. She got in all the boys I like or dated's minds and dated them and tried to make me jealous. I never was jealous except with Carter. I loved him more than I loved to breathe. Anyways my final choice is Zayn or neither. Carter maybe? no probably not. I should just distance myself from Harry but get close to Carter and Zayn. At the end I'll pick the guy. Good idea. I changed into some comfortable grey sweatpants and a white tank top. I go in bed and tried to sleep. Minutes that felt like hours passed, I got a text on my phone. I wanted to ignore it but I couldn't so I turned on the other side and took my phone.
I got a text from Harry.
'Hey, are you still mad at me?'
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I feel horrible! I'm really sorry u didn't update for like 2 weeks. Maro is as busy as I am. I told you guys that I'm going to update on Saturdays. I tried to write a little bit this week but it's kinda hard when you have 13 math pages to do for the next day example. I promise you every Saturday (hopefully) to update. Maro will update on another day I still don't know. she'll tell you sooner or later.
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Chapter written by: Bella✌️
